the end of july..

may june july...
n so july has reached its 31st..
means my 5th sem started almost 1 month..

n the major highlight is: i spend alot of money this month
i hv inflow frm my scholar,but my outflow move faster den my inflow..haha
wat the outflow went??

1stly......................i changed my hp..frm SE k618 to Nokia X6..
haha..buy dis hp got sad got happy..
sad cuz is over budget,make me poorer..n happy is i can change hp d after nearly 4 fears i guess..
my SE camera vy blur d..sumore my fren complain dat cant hear my voice ...mayb sumthing wrong sumwhere d..so my X6i choose it as it is more useful for online..
as for SE,sum flashplayer stuffs r not available..
its a touch screen...but my finger nails nd to b cut...sad sad..
n another thing dat i not so like is when i oncall,i always tertouch the mute,endcall,hold button...
so i wil halo halo at there with no one answer me..haiz..haha..mayb is i noob la..not the phone prob..
this phone actually hv many functions to play wif,jz dat i haven hv time to explore it..will do it later..so wait i notice den tell here again..

n another thing to share,my best fren ,jing aso changed to nokia c6..so dat day we explore our hp in class til vy happy...den suddenly the lecturer beh tahan den shoot us....saying dat:nak cakap go out cakap,bagi u notes tapi x appreciate..".hhaha,,,experienced old school memory wif her as lastime we hv break records,warned by 3 teachers in a day cuz of non stop talking..

ok,2ndly,press money for paying school fees...
but is a right act,din pay it den i dont nd study d lo..haha..
n 3rdly,get my maxis broadband..
registration fees rm100 out again..haiz..as now without wireless really vy inconveniece...so really nd it as my fucking uni til now stil can made whole uni wireless...
so hv to pity the students waste ownself money for academic good...
our 1st choice uni,,puiks
rm48 per month...but jz 1.5GB..
haiz...with limit really sien..
mayb wil stop it after half year contract..

n th4 4th is i wanna get a semipro cam
at 1st thought wanna get lumix lx3...
but after consider various model,decide to get lumix tz10..
i ask xiong isit ok..den she show me the link dat said it was rated 1st..hehe
wil ask my uncle help me buy frm kl dis week..cant wait for it...i wan bring go langkawi^^got 4 colours...duno which to buy yet..haha

sick~~

haiz..really dislike this mood..
spoil my study mood,n my normal life mood
when i started to feel sick..
all the progress bcame vy slow n i duno wat im doing..
bur blur-ing
din hv medicine with me but i lazy go pku c doctor..
so how??
hopefully i can cure myself asap
if not tmr went protocol course keep sneezing den cham lor=.=

efforts for 5th semester

its ad 3rd week of 5th semester..
but i seem doing nothing abt my academics..
1st week~nothing much to do,so spend my days with chatting n movies
2nd week~tutorials r coming,but i couldnt concentrate as i have finish my series
3rd week~means now...today back for grandma birthday,so i hv 1 determine,tmr start,plan well for my study life,no more dream n wasting times,must CONCENTRATE

haha...my efforts draft for this semester haven written yet,so there's arent any guide on my reading wall..so i guess i m lost+.+can anyone take me bac?i think dat one should b myself...

for me,i do really think quotes help me alot in remind myself what should i do,what should i be...if not..i really unrealize on my steps...so may went wrong any moment!!

so,here r some quotes dat i've search..

for my student life:

if you cant excel with talent,triumph with efforts(i knw im not intelligent type..so hardworking is the effort i can do)

put ur heart,mind,intellect & soul even to ur smallest acts.This is the secret of success.(to not lost focus)

some people dream of success,while others wake up & work hard for it.(tell me if wanna get it,hv to work for it)

One must learn by doing the thing, for though you think you know it, you have no certainty until you try.(if u never start try it,u wont know)

Strength and growth come only through continuous effort and struggle. (not to quit even though im struggle)

Quality is never an accident. It is always the result of intelligent effort. (produce quality assignment pls,no more cincai work)

for my life as a child:

At the end of the day, a loving family should find everything forgivable(appreciate it no matter whats the issue)

Other things may change us, but we start and end with the family.

*i do always having issues in my family...i m not going to say whose wrong..
but i totally hate myself when i cant control my temper..
the most important thing i knw in my life is i love my dad..without him,maybe im not shereen lee of today...im glad to b his daughter..
abt the others,i try myself change my best

for my life as a friend:

Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of true friends.
(s0,always b true to our friends)

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend.

Friends are the sunshine of the world.

No man is useless while he has a friend.

A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and tolerates your success!-(i hope i treat my pals the same too)

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.

*For me,friendship do really important for the journey of my life.im afraid to be alone..i do hv great friends,but sometime i may feel abit out of some friends circle..i duno y..but i really appreciate those who loves me lots..thanks buddy...for the others,let us try our best to closer up,no matter who r us^^

hmmm..till here 1st..hopefully my blog can properly updated as i really like others blog..so nice their blogsss

唯一色彩

recently lurve this song alot..hear n hear again..haha..nice so i share it out

蓝色天空看不懂

遗忘的彩虹

汽车拥挤像喧闹的蜜蜂

有谁特别留恋我的面容

不管世界多精彩

都看成黑白

没有什么很心爱

没有什么可不爱

不问声音的由来

我身影跟着我相依为命

与我跳舞摇摆不停

我世界寂寞的风平浪静

从来看不到美丽风景

我的黑我的白

变成最灿烂的未来

才明白天要我等待一个人到来

变成我唯一色彩

oh lonely eyes

你是深蓝色的大海

涌向我梦境都打开

oh baby

我迫不及待生命有了主宰

心跳有新的节拍

你是我唯一色彩

my weekend

this weekend purposely came bac for kedah open 2010...long time din see them d..so skip 1 class n back earlier cuz of wanna go KBA...my fren msg me ask who so big influence make me skip class..haha..i answered kkk as din hv any target dis time..yea..go watch quarter final wif kuoh chuan as usual..this time we big girl n big boy d...din go hunt players for photo..haha..when we see others do so...abit paiseh lastime so crazy..lolzphotos to share:
kkk& Florah's mxd..lose to Peng Soon n Liu Ying

Khe Wei -Wee Kiong MXDJian Guo-Yin Loo vs Vountus -Pauling
fang yang vs soon hock
this game abit funny actually,they r gud frens,den dis game into rubber set..
but then can see both of them stamina not so gud..n soon hock always find chance to rest by lay down,sit down...n even when he wanna change shuttle aso sit at there..but din kena yellow card..den fang yang,1st time i see player change pants in court..haharazif-jian hao vs zakry n fairurizuan

semi final:

tbh-ee hui vs pauling n vountuslazy upload d...i hv upload it to my fb..so go there c ba..
but sorry for the bad quality...

champion smiles;)

the days..2nd week

so fast 2nd week d...at first vy enjoy 1st week..cuz nothing to do...wake up,go class dream,den cum bac to room eat,sleep n watch movie..haha..but nothing to do aso abit sien actually,feels dat there are many time for me to waste by doing nothing...i do scared dat i wil go n join activity again..haha..luckily dis time din do decision so fast...
n i quit my dsc group..jz thinking dat i wanna concentrate on my assignment more,dun wan simply do like last semester d...if not...i gonna grill myself..haha

as i said,dis time 1st week din go vacation at anywhere,jz went bac home..
n friday my hostel frens came over alorstar to sing k....actually its the 1st time we whole gang go out together..lolz...5th semester only once..haha..but hv a nice evening wif them..can hv the opportunity to hear my rumate sound...not bad,..haha

dis week start having homework,assignment ,...n so on d..
but my hong kong series haven watch finish yet ..haiz...once i wanna study..den i will feel like i wanna watch it 1st..
so,end up dat my far4 tutorial do 3 days haven finish,my sble module c 6 days d but stil at 3rd page only...geng leh now de shereen lee..haha..
but at least i finish the proposal for my business communication d..lolz..
really nd to b hardworking d...but i hv to rush my series finish 1st..haha..
hmmm..add oil ba..though i vy admit my fren said dat my brain jz can store,but cannot twist...really the fact..haha...learning to twist it....by how??eat twisties??lolz..

n oh ya...15.7 is mee chan 21st bday....i purposely take nite bus bac jz bcuz wanna celebrate her bday..funny girl dat always bla together
our 1st family photos in 5th semester

its 2nd day

today's class is by 8am...haha..really damn..nd to wake so early...but luckily my rumate awake..as today d alarm arent function to me again,get wat i mean..haha..
so went to my lucky class ,met wif my lucky lecturer again,he smile against me once c me...but..my mind is:sien lo...nd to hear his sound again~....
during middle of the class..i really beh tahan..terus ask joe wanna change class anot..den he said yes,later we go add drop..haha..really geng lo dis lect1st day nia terus made us feel wanna change class..haha..
its suffer to hear his lect as he is jz keep on elaborate the same thing..n really duno teach de..i duno y we r so lucky under him...jz dat 1 positive comment he is unstrict in giving marks...

after he let us go...we straight away go get signature ask for add drop,i wanna add my specialised tax as my frens all got it...but i heard dat the place is limited..so after i fill in my form,i went t0 acct counter to ask for penyelaras signature..but is not the happy ending story though i met wif lect dat vy sayang me when my 2nd sem..haha..he said the tax class left 1 place,but is reserved for sem7 seniors...gosh...,means i couldnt add it in...sad..but den i say i wanna change far class..aso cant..aiks...the ending is my timetable remain the same??couldnt do anythinG..dis paper is i took for add drop...but aso din hv function jor..

den i went to find dat tax class lect,at first i quite scared as i din approach dat lect bfore,
but luckily he is super nice!!haha...
keep on talking wif me..den stil giv me the list to check whether my name is written lastime,sumore help me check the updated namelist,but sadly,my name din appear,...he ask me dont b sad,can tae it by next sem..hahaha..den he stil ask my do many good things,den we wil get gud luck bac...haha..den i can get the class i want..he share story wif my sumore..goodgood...
but den later on my fren,subear called me up..she noticed dat there hv 4 empty places for the class...n she help me add...oh yeah..im qualify for the add drop,n everything settle..so yeah~...happy..duneed delay my elective paper...but means i may take 6 papers only dis sem..but anyway is a good day~~//hohoh..

back to my uni

wah..so fast nd to bac to my jungle d..
packing n packing again,,noon went to pc fair again...saw him again..haha..but aso kesi kesi de..lolz..den my dad fetch me bac uum by 6pm d i think...on the way bac,all the way raining...went arrive my hostel aso rain,lolz..so abit ma huan..but luckily got my dad help my carry...thx daddy..haha...i see him so tired..aso abit worry..so phone him when he reach safely..
so talk bac abt my room..haha
tnb 2b402..haha..stay at this bungalow for 2 years d...the highest floor..no lift..dats y i exercise everyday...damn healthy..i carry my things up n down duno how many times only done..
den oh ya.,.our new furniture changed to new de d..purple colour..but cupboard stil haven arrive...haha..u knw la..Uni style..can delay den terus delay...duno when wil b here..

den reach there terus eat my diner 1st,cuz ad gastric...but den start to mop my room..mop 3 times..haha..exercise again..den keep my things n wash up..
later my frens came my rum n chat..
ppl is likedat de..got new things but stil complain..lolz...the mattress...haha...sleep above it macam sleep on floor...but got 1 thing dat i like,got drawer for my to keep shoes inside...
den at nite got germany match..i wanna go cafe watch,but no one wanna accompany me..so i missed the game...den morning only discover msg send by GM..talk something weird abt my muller...but i din reply ..so i went to dkg only check out dat germany won 3-2..muahaha...

but lagi cham is dat later only i discover how stupid im...actually my hostel aso got tv can watch...aiks...how stupid im u say leh...but mayb later final i gonna misseed it up too...
world cup,c u 4 years later..
n today...skip my 8am class cuz i guess i think i wil drop it...but den i tot my 2nd class wil start at 10am..but den 9.30 only i remember dat should be by 9.30am..c how blur im..aiks...
by the time i reach aso 10am d..lect is inside..so i went in n sit..alone..sienz..mayb i aso wanna drop it..but the problem is i stil haven knw did i hv space for my specialised tax..but i must take it this sem..if not no homework for me to copy..haha

den today 1s the 1st day class for the newcoming juniors..all the way,can c the juniors asking direction..when i saw this,will think of lastime im aso so noob..haha..dat time duno 3 rd week n stil nd my fren bring me go to my class...haha..but actually today i stil asking for direction..
lolz..cant find my business com class after i walk up n down...so by the end,i called andy to fetch me up...so i quite like the class cuz is all in english..yeah..hard to find an english teaching class u knw in my uni..mostly mix up de..

hmmm...my day almost so...abit boring actually,nothing to do..as last semsss mostly when the 1st week i wil go for holiday,but dis sem no d..pokgai..haha..so stay at hostel..prepare notes..sienz ah...
my room.but incomplete yet..
diff feeling frm last sem although its the same room,cuz mayb lack of cupboard n haven decorate my empty wall..haha.

conclusion of my 2nd year holiday

wow...time really flies... fact dat is definately true!!
i remember my holiday start frm 2nd of may,last paper exam is taxation..den afterdat terus holiday mood,go changlun wet til the nxt day only packing bac my hous..

stay at home,keep my things n sambil online..but after 1 week,left to taiping for my buddhist camp for 12 days...
actuallu the camp is abt 8 days..but i went there earlier as im 1 of the committee,so nd to prepare our tasks,n prepare the heart to welcome the participants..
at 1st really lazy to attend dat camp,cus nd to b a really gud girl inside it..ahaha:)...
but wat i can say dat the time really past so fast,,jz when u get a nice friendship ..but is ad the day we wanna bac to own hometown d..so i realy miss my new frens there,esp dat girl who pillow talk wif me..haha..jz wall post her..
n frm dat camp..i learn alot of things dat useful to my life..i try to change myself,esp my attitude..but frm dat time til now,i think i stil repeat my wrong,but at least now i knew dat im wrong after i did it..so trying to repair kok..

den after 21st.i came bac frm taiping...actually changed bus frm taiping to butterworth,den butterworth to alorstat..haha..my luggage damn heavy..
rest abt 3 days nia...suddenly got job for me at an account firm..so the nxt day,terus go there work...
big challenge really..so i gave up..but actually i do regret,cus i learn the opportunity to learn sumthing related to my future job..cuz of my stupidness,i decide not to made my holiday stress,so i gave up on my 3rd day...

n the nxt day,i went to kl wif my frens....shop n play n eat..haha...dat time know 4 new frens...but is sampat de...talk rubbish alots...n suddenly i bcame jasmine tea..haha..really sot..(hopefuly they don come n read..if not sure kena laugh again)..
but dat trip gave me alot of time to close wif my best fren,yee,....really nice to b together..haha...i guess dis holiday i spend mostly of my time wif her..thz alot..love:)cant express out the feeling
we went shop at timesquare n sungai wang for 2 days...cheap clothes..so happy..
den went mid valley few times,but jz for good...den went genting also...not windy enuf but break 1 record...no vomit dis time..wah...clever d me..big girl d..haha..

so my whole may finish jz likedat..jz spend few days at my house..go here n there enjoyable,but aso damn tired..lolz...happy aso i say,complain aso i say...yeah..i win all..haha...siao

den when i came bac also june d..dat time aso stay at hous few days nia...den got another j0b for me d.haha..not bad hor...actually i kinda lazy working..but den think of go n help ppl aso a gud thing,so without knw abt the salary..i work at there for 1 month...easy job..but i think at the last the salary i get i quite high..cuz i always ponteng kerja de..once go sp ,den go pg twice..lolz..so my frens said im the boss..
haha..but really thankful can work at there..the boss treat me nice,,n i get a new fren at there..n hear many stories..

ok..i start work abt 3 days nia,den i take leave n go sp for 4 days,my grandma bday..meet baac my cousinz n their bfs...nice family gathering..but i got abit sien la actually..haha

den by 1st of july,went to sit star pisces wif me kmk gang....nice ride but we wont go for 2nd times d....kinda boring actually cuz bsides casino..nothing to do d..
so we do try on gamble for the 1st time...haha..realy can addicted...but so blur..duno how to predict...so got win n lose..but end wif lose..lolz..n i think the nice feel is when the ship shake..haha..so we wil talk left n right..so funny..but luckily i din feel dizzy..
the nxt day,yee came n find me..so we sing k..big big rum for jz 2 of us..haha...stayy wif her til nxt day only bac...so touch she purposely came hv final vacation wif me.^^hugz..

n i do teach tuition aso at nite...cuz the child din hv ppl teach them do homework,so i help their parent although i kinda lazy...but actually when i started to teach,the 2 hours pass really fasy..n they r so cute...when they doing their homework..they wil hold my hand,n sumtime wil sit on my lap..haha..but they r quite chubby..so awhile nia i will tell them,jie jie's leg going to break d.haha...so nice cus sumtime we sing together n watch funny movie together...
n i thought dat day tuesdat gona b last day d..but thursday they said,jie jie qiu ni jiao wo men la~..haha..so cute..so i promise them again..n so we hug n everything..cute^^

n aso got spend sumtime wif cindy...the wednesday we went for shopping n diner..she suddenly said she she bu de me..haaha..hear d so happy got ppl so care of me..lolz..den i tell her i'll always come bac de..so no worries...but today i saw her at as mall..haha.so nice can fare well again..but actually mayb i gona go her hous overnite at sunday...haha..

n today is friday...means 9th of july d..n my class gonna start at 11th of july..lolz..
really think of the time damn fast..
i post "hard to blief 2 months holiday gonna end like dat.."so many ppl like it..means agree wif me..really vyfast loar,,macam din do anything d den wanna say byebye to my holiday d..
din get any chances to get bored pun..haiz..dats y we nd to appreciate our time..

hmm...n jz now went to as mall...n saw sumone..surprise..haha..but i think both of us pretend din see each other..anyway..happy to c him^^lolz...duno how to express the feeling..hmmm..keep in heart can d..

ok..tmr going to move my things bac to jungle d..my room,TNB2B402...wait me wif new furniture..but i hope my rum is ok d la..haha..new sem,new mood ,new challenge..n my aim is fight for 1st clas..GOGOGO!!

holidays,i gonna miss u
so do i will miss my grandma,parent,aunts,cousins,n my lovel freinds..
love everyone who made my holiday colourful..hugsss

grandma's word..nice song

a very meaningful song,called "grandma's words"..
my fren tell me abt dis song when we went sing k..
after i heard it,i jz think of wanna faster share it wif my grandma...
so last nite i went to my aunt's hous find her at abt 11pm,by the time,she n my cousins in the rum slept d..
but knowing dat i came,she happy n den keep talking to me,but 1 of my cousin ask us keep quiet...n i tell my grandma tmr only continue talk...
so i went down online alone...den suddenly my grandma came down frm the stair step by step as she unable to walk as us so smooth d..
however when i notice her,she ad on the last staircase,n ask me wat im doing...den i said im online...
after she went toilet,den mayb she is hungry..so she sit down n eat biscuit bsides me..
den i terus open dis song for her hear...
n i hug her while hearing it...
n she said...the song really meaningful, n said dis guy vy geng...nice song ,nice lyric...
i can feel how well she agree wif the lyrics..den she ask me how i find dis song,i told her through online...
den we hear another song sang by the same guy,"u r my eyes"..aso vy nice...
after dat ,i offline n went up wif her ...den we continue talk,i tell her abt my penang trip story...haha..talk til 2am only slept...
den jz now she called me n ask me download the song,she wan giv m sis hear..lolz...how lovely she is...

the conclusion is ..i lurve u my grandma,though sometime i will talk abit rude towards u,but im really sorry for being so....wont hv nxt time d...lurve deeply grandma..stay healthy...i gonna study hard n grad wif flying colours n hv a gud career n buy big house for u to stay ..so must wait me^^muacks
..(im thinking should i show this post to my grandma too..haha)

edited photos..

this holiday spend alot of times at out door..
turned more black...n the face more cham d...
sad sad..aiks..hope wil recover soon=.=