有沒有一個人，你想見，卻又見不到；有沒有一個人，你想愛，卻又不敢愛；有沒有一個人，你想忘，卻又不捨忘。

knew the reason im on gmail?? its because of the way i can get the nearest distant to him, to know whether he is on line~ at home~ or away

* i miss him so damn much* =((

is this the life i want, cause of gaining experiences, having no life ~ and worsen the health