R,I,P...

its really a damn bad news for me when i notice abt the news...
yesterday,i saw my sister posting her status at fb:

虽然真的让我惊讶因为我有一个以前时常一起补习和一起上学的朋友过世了...
但我希望他在天堂上会好好安心....

by the time i tot mayb some of her friend dat i dont know..so i din ask much..
but when by the night,bfore i wanna start doing my ubs,i saw my fren shared a link abt a person commit suicide cuz of relationship...n there said is keat hwa junior..
den i tot jz kepo n go n click n read...
when the name written there 陈少朋。。。i was like huh...wont b so ngam is him ba...cuz the boy i know is 增绍鹏。。but then,i really feel something wrong,so i msg my sis n ask who died bfore i continue read the news...
while waiting for my sis reply,my heart was like sooo sour....y this thing will happen even though if i dun know dat person...
read the story n words....really wanna cry out d...
i understand what he feels actually,as i aso feel the same thing bfore..
his words at fb really speak my mind up of previous...
its really hurt....but den....i think dat its not worth cuz of a girl n sacrifice the life,,...how abt the parent feelings n those who really concern u...
but its not his wrong either...is really out of mind when u love someone too over...
wanna forget is really aint easy thing...
but den...haiz...i aso duno how to comment le...
but when i found out is really him,n i go to his fb wall.saw all the frens concern,even his brother n younger sister post....really sad the heart....
i straightly cant do anything by the time,n thinking of sleeping earlier...but keep toasing on the bed..
the boy,dat i c him grow frm primary school...as his house is nearby to mine n my sis carpool wif him to tuition,
frm lastime i ad think he vy lengzai....with taekwondo skill...
now he jz left in our memory....
maybe he think dat he wont so suffer after he went to heaven..
dats his decision,so i respect him....n best wishes to him...

my family members will always miss you..
the look when u going tuition...
always in our mind...

http://www.guangming.com.my/node/80448?tid=3....
the link for the news...

Girls be brilliant..c these

1.收到甜言蜜語的短信，記得微笑，然後刪除。

2.想辦法努力賺錢，而不是如何省錢。

3.憤怒的時候，數到30，再說話。

4.喜歡的東西自己努力買，不要指望別人送。

5.少喝果汁多吃水果，少吃零食多喝水，少坐多站，少想多看，少說多做，少懷舊多憧憬。

6.永遠不會再有第二個男人像爸爸這樣愛你，所以最愛的男人當然是爸爸。

7.不要24小時都想念同一個人。可以分一點給家人和朋友。

8.不要認為找個有錢男人就什麼都有了。世界上年輕的女孩子，多的就像貨櫃上的可樂，喝不喝都無所謂。

9.吃下去的就堅決不再吐出來，所以吃之前要想清楚。

10.寂寞的時候，不要聽慢歌，懷舊或者膩死在網上，站起來做運動或者去找朋友八卦。

11.看透的時候，假裝沒看透。

12.工作的你，和遊手好閒的你，絕對不是同一個人。

13.做好防曬，但記得適當地曬曬太陽。心情也會進行光合作用。真的。

14.真正看中的東西就買，不要借錢，想清楚之後再決定，決定之後就不要後悔 。

15.銀行卡的密碼不要用男友的生日。

16.永遠不向從前的戀人訴苦。

17.出門之前，根據步行的時間和強度考慮要穿的鞋子。

18.要讀好書,陶冶情操,提高品位。

19.可以淘便宜的衣服，但記得自己的品位比這個價位高。

20.桌上的護膚品永遠比化妝品多，貴，好，對於女人來說外養不如內調。

21.養成寫日記的習慣，哪怕隻言片語。

22.可以不認同，但學會尊重。

23.注重內心，但不忽略外表。

24.做不了決定的時候，讓時間幫你決定。如果還是無法決定，做了再說。寧願犯錯，不留遺憾!

25.打電話的時候記得微笑，對方聽的見。

26每月記帳，每月儲蓄。

27.瞭解潮流，但不必跟風。

28.看起來多大年齡，就有多大年齡。

29.相信愛情和mr.right的存在，在此之前也不拒絕和mr.wrong們分享人生。

30.如果發短資訊給你喜歡的人，他不回。不要再發

31.不要為了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃飯、哭泣、自閉、抑鬱，這些都是傻瓜才做的事。當然，偶爾傻一下有必要，人生不必時時聰明

32.穿有質感的衣服，找有品質的男朋友。他不一定很有錢，但是一定要能讓你有安全感和開心。

33.如果決定離開一個人，行動要快一點，快刀斬亂麻；如果決定愛上一個人，時間拉長一點，看清楚是否適合你。

34.閒情時候自己煮花茶煮咖啡喝，或者做茶點吃，放一段柔情音樂，翻閱幾頁好書，然後睡個懶覺，快哉。

35.學會承受痛苦。有些話，適合爛在心裡，有些痛苦，適合無聲無息的忘記。當經歷過，你成長了，自己知道就好。

36.任何場合，保持應有的涵養。學會說謝謝、辛苦您、對不起。做錯了事情要懂得道歉和改過.

i get this frm facebook...thx for sharing

holi~

woohoo...
i really like to travel out..jz the problem is money..haha..
n this mid sem holiday gona go hatnyai for 3days 2 nights
with robin,peng huat,jackson wang n weng hoong...
haha..looking forward for it..i guess i will laugh til faint ba..
hopefully wil b a nice trip^^

句号吧

累了，
不想在期待了，
不想再付出了，
不想再挂念了，
不想再关怀了，
对我而原这是全部，
但对你来说这什么都不是。。

the august life of sem 5

so fast reach august d..the month of merdeka...but who cares abt it until 31st aug when everyone wil noticed it cuz it will b a public holiday..but sad case for me this year as it falls on tuesday,the day dat i din hv any class on my timetable..so cant gain anything..
n yes,august..so fast is the month of midterm..hv past my 1st midterm,,wil continue 3 mores after back frm holiday...i found out myself vy enjoy my life this semester....not always gan cheong abt my academics...mayb in other words is lazy lar..lolz...but actually i stil fight for my academics everyday though abit slow n my heart always fly away..but try to catch it back..

this semester never go srr study bfore..so last nite went to ther wif ho liling...
bring my lappie go cuz wanna do malan assign..but by the end id fb+assign..end up jz settle 1 quest..lolz..but luckily i settle all d by today..hehe...later gona fight for my company law quiz..
august is the fasting months for malay..so by the night the cafes on each hostel opened til kinda late...
but i think many chinese was actually went to cafe n da bao too..
n dat day after attending the talk,my fren bring me go proton cafe ..RM1 nasi lemak..damn cheap..haha...so by the nights..i always thinking of going there n eat supper..haiz...if my mum knw abt it,sure i will kena..eat rice on midnite!!!
n when at srr..my fren called me up asking wanna eat secret anot...den i thinking i ad wanna pok gai,better dun waste money d..
but den he said he treat me..haha..so got cake eat..so happy...sumore got delivery tim

share the chesse-coffee cake wif ho liling as she haven eat anything..

captured by lilling..as she explore my x6 camera..cant close the capture ton=.=her's

den almost 12am d when we walk back..
stop by proton to hv supper again..i walk pass twinds..but luckily dat GM not at cafe by the time..if not wil kena boom again..

so rm1 for the midnight...ate d go back wash my clothes den only sleep..waiting it digest ma..

n today ..morning hv ubs accounting class...after dat my dad brings me my aunt cooked lunch...
wah..damn lot..so i at til as diner...
really happy can eat homecook dish in hostel..
n both of my aunts so cute..bfore my dad reach..they call me up n kacau me..say they cook me ho liao...den i ask them no prawn n crab ar..den they said they cant swim go to uum..haha..
den after i ate,they call me again asking whether its nice anot...den hao lian again..lolz...really funny to b wif them...

abit starting to miss my home le,my grandma,my aunts n my cousins who always call me up to treat them eat..haha..

感恩，知足

yea,the talk dat im so awaiting for the 1st time in uum has finally reached...
although the date not so suit,as it was the night bfore FAR4 midterm..
the talk is organised by 北缘，n they managed to invite mr.刘子贤居士(the former NTV news announcer)..actually i heard his talk once bfore...it was great,interesting n funny...n the most important is it really vy useful...
so when i noticed dat he is coming to UUM,my mind was like:wah how great opportuniy is this!!after the 1st time i heard his talk,i jz think of how good if my frens can hear it too...
so i tell my roomate abt this n thought of wanna ask more frens go..
but unluckily our midterm change date..so i was thinking surely no ppl willing to go d..
so at last jz hv jackson go wif me=.=

so the talk start on time..
as expected...really a great talk..i found myself stil laughing happily,n yet all the ppl dat in the hall...
everyone gain precious lesson frm there i would said...
i would like to share some of the interesting points here dat i stil remember..


不喜欢别人，是自己的问题

珍惜现在，感恩所拥有，感恩所没有


人生的长度不重要，重要的是深度


一定要懂得感恩父母亲对我们的奉献

把每一天活得像生命的最后一天


当人生走到尽头时，问自己为了自己的testimonial写了什么

身体是父母亲送我们最好的礼物，所以不要乱改

感恩父母亲对我们的奉献


人因为有头脑，所以很复杂


人往往把发生在别人身上的说是无常，但发生在自己的时说是beh tahan

用感恩的心去看待世界的一切，世界就很美了

莱大学不要为了4.0拼到半死

things u dont know

the lyric,change frm the word "u" to "me",n "me" to "u"

我不知道你为什么离开我
你坚持不能说放任我哭泣

我的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒

我不知道你为什么狠下心
可现在看不见的高空里
多得是 我不知道的事 。。。

06/08~weekend

yeayea..its weekend..n thursday as usual,after law class,after hv a short discusion abt taxation assign at my rum,den terus naik MARA bac wif penguin^^go bac home actually kinda tired...travel bac den travel bac uni again...
but cuz i wanna pack sum stuffs back..so no choice...
n thursday nite i went to my aunt house overnite as my grandma n cousins all over there..
my youngest cousin wana sleep wif me n prepare the place for me..so cute,...but too bad i went up to room kinda late...n she slept jor...cant play wif her..n i tot friday gonna b the day i study on FAR4...i plan to go de jiao hui study,,,a peaceful place where nothing u can do but jz study,,,i like this place vy much esp when exam coming...

i arrive there by 10++ i guess,but by 11++,my aunt called,n wanna bring me go city plaza for lunch..lolz...means i cant concentrate fully d..so she came to find me n ask me pack my things up ...cont study at her house..my plan was ruinned...lolz...went makan n waste abit money shopping...den went bac house also fail to concentrate fully...
so i guess its over...fine!
den evening went to my another aunt houz...they go buy durian again...
im sick,so i tot dun wan eat...so busy wif my far inside d hous...
mana tau my cousins 1 by 1 serve me,bring durian to my front..ohno!!!haha..really cant resist the temptation..so i ate 4..
den at night went to fix my phone battery..den go tesco buy somethings to bring back uum...spend money again..shit!!!

by the end FAR4 no,but money fly...so thats my weekend,,cute??my cousin's little fan

(FAR4)

if u follows my fb,should knw dat recently im force to crazy cuz of this paper..
always FAR4 n FAR4 in my post...
if u r accounting students also should knw how hard is this paper for this semester..
we hv FAR1,2 ,3 and now is 4...lolz..the last FAR d...
i hv score highest in class for FAR2,and highest among 300 accounting students for FAR3(but i guess is luck only lar)
but this semester..the topics really hard..add in my lect duno teach n my class is 8am..so everytime i jz go there dream...so end up,now i stil hardly understand why the journals should b record likedat..

n the most worst is,,,the exam date is being carry forward..means....i bac frm langkawi nd to exam d,,really sob n going to crazy..

jz hope myself can giv my best in this few days preparation

tired~

the life of recent really vy vy tired...
sick til now...the medicine finish d but i stil haven recover...
really irritating when im coughing loudly in class or when im coughing while im sleeping...macam disturbing others...
but the virus strike 1 by 1 in my hostel...my friends 1 by 1 going to pku to c doctor...
hopefully everyone can get well soon....as our langkawi holidays is jz around the corner...
abt my academic life...
really speechless...
there tones of books n slides i haven open..n the load everyday add on..
but my speed jz couldnt move faster....but im trying my best to cope with it..
another thing abt assignments..
MALAN assign...our 1st plan is rejected...so tonite i hv combine the 2nd try...but stil worry abt it as the point abit hard to relate...
den abt the TAXATION ...dat really made me geram few days ago...
hv to find a pegawai frm LHDN to arrange a talk in uum abt tax investigation..
big task for me as the responsibility is on my hand...full mark 25% or nd to struggle for assignment in future stil haven know the answer..
really stress abt it..i really fear if LHDN there din approve...den my group cham d...so we really pray hard for it..n i trying my best to link with there....
n yet..there stil many tutorials dat i haven understand...
anyway giv my best!!!step by step

n today...really learned a great lesson frm my fren...stab me frm the front...at 1st i could not accept n tears roll down again....
but after think abt it...its really true..my bad habit...frm lastime til now stil the same...
but i really hope i could change it...promise u n me ,i'll behave myself nxtime...hope the stupid me wil wake up...dun wan cause any probs anymore...
shereen lee must try ur best in everything!!!

libra

some facts abt my horoscope -libra...but not all true la..haha

最美丽： 1.天秤 2.水瓶 3.双子
最爱洁： 1.处女2.天秤 3.魔羯
最贪吃： 1.金牛 2.天秤 3.巨蟹
最佳法官 ：天秤座
最懒惰： 1.天秤 2.金牛 3.巨蟹
最佳厨师 ：金牛座、天秤座

最佳组合：
1. 天秤 + 狮子 2. 金牛 + 巨蟹 3. 双子 + 水瓶
天秤座 — 最怕孤单、怕没朋友

最受男生欢迎的女生
1.天秤座：你的美貌和成熟的举动很能吸引异性

天秤座：爱美第一名，犹豫第一名，懒惰第一名，善辩第一

最会逗人开心：天秤

最输不起：天秤&狮子

最客观：天秤
最优柔寡断：天秤

最不会内疚：天秤

最不会记恨：天秤&射手

最会讲电话：天秤

最雄辩：天秤&水瓶

最重视外表：天秤

最喜欢交朋友：射手&天秤

二等星座：
天秤座（优雅，有风度，仪表堂堂，朋友众多。不过此星无主见，好享受）

【失恋後记】-天秤座会吃尽所有美食
【情绪ＥＱ】-　天秤偶尔发怒，极不愿听命於人
【爱情考验】-天秤的爱像巧克力很多人喜欢吃但吃不了很多
【失恋时期】-天秤座说好聚好散看似随缘其实念念不忘萦绕心头不去

stil hv..update nxtime