sienz christmas

walao..damn sien de xmas after away frm hometown for 1 week..
damn miss him but our story stil never change,a year d

2 months exam suffer end!!!

13.12.2010,finally can announce here~Shereen Lee is FREE FROM EXAM
dis time final exam really vy "kong bu"prepare for so long but still cant remember what ad study..
so keep on trying to remember when hv such a big gap,
but dis gap add suffer to me only,everyday worry of exam,when think of wanna wake up,sure vy vy tension..
n the exam marathon lagi chi kek...11,12,13..all aso heavy papers,but i think if got gap in between maybe can hv hope on it...
but the 3 days really killing us,n every papers i duno what im writing inside,aiks,though wat happen ad happen,i jz hope i manage to get at least 3.0 for this sem,i will break how many records,i hv no idea,so...haiz...
anyway finally the dark clouds r over,wanna appreciate the days where im not tied by books=)

rumours

recently getting more n more ppl thought im in relationship wif him d
once my frens said,i hv something to ask u,den sure i know is asking abt me n him
but we really just friend between us,
now i knw the feelings of boy n girl when always in public together n will get wrong attention..haha..
anyway,declare here,we r just friends,so dont guess anything else d^^

week of sick or stress or exam fever?

really a scaring week for me
too many things happen
anyway thanks to friends n aunts who b with me n take care of me till herself get sick back..
medicines frm 2 doctors

fighting

too many things happen in my life recently,
anyway dun wan think abt other things first
do my best for my sem 5 final!!!aza aza fighting
always make a total effort,even the odds are against me!!
gud luck shereen lee

i cried everytime i hear this song truly

Because im a GIRL

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

(REFRAIN):
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS):
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

(REFRAIN)

(CHORUS)

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

nice lyrics dat i heart

周杰伦—安静->为什么我连分开都迁就著你 我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快 我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你

张栋梁-错了再错-》我可以痛了再痛，你可以错了再错 不甘心，不闪躲,却为那失真的承诺 我转身让你玩着火，
你存心用尽我宽容 为什么连谎言你也刺破

Because I am a girl->I just can't understand the ways,Of all the men and their mistakes,
You give them all your heart,And then they rip it all away.. Although I'll say I hate you now,Though I'll shout and curse you out
,I'll always have love for you,Because I am a girl..Been told a man will leave you cold
,Get sick of you and bored,I know that it's no lie,I gave my all, still I just cry..
Never again will I be fooled, To give my all when nothing's true,I won't be played again
,But I will fall in love again

眼泪知道-》如果连自尊都已经不再需要，这个世界什么爱你买不到，天真全部可以倒掉

世界末日-》想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪，点点头承认自己会怕黑，我只求能借一点的时间来陪，你却连同情都不给，想哭来试探自己麻痹了没，全世界好像只有我疲惫无所谓反正难过就敷衍

update again when hv time

can shereen lee reborn?

recently de shereen lee really kns
duno wat she want n wat she doing
everyday the mind block by something,really HATE!
but seems like no one can help me,
where is my effort??
i really miss the moment dat once i saw ur msg asking me study,n my motivation straightly there n focus
but now cant hv the feel anymore,i ask u motivate me,but u kiddingly asking me dont need study..
u duno how serious im influence by you,but now seems like u not willing to b on my way d..
sigh~i hv to crawl myself,though haard way,but i hope i manage to go through

=.=

i really hate myself always cant concentrate in my study cuz of him
y m i always the one in pain
hate hate hate
my final going to rubbish bin d
idiot shereen lee!!!

after 1st paper but aint happy

really afraid of everything dat relate to u now=(
i duno how can i get back my own
lastnite really too suffer,n today morning i decided to share it out wif penguin as i cant handle myself anymore,
although no one can help me bsides myself,
i aso duno wat attitude should i hv now,try not to b so care anymore

爱一个人，是学着去体谅他想要的一切

我知道有时候你一个人时会很害怕，

害怕着等不到他来电，害怕着一个人胡思乱想，

想要出门却怕他找你，出门了却拿着手机不放，

在他还没有出现以前，你的朋友知己是满天下，

可却在他出现了以后，你的世界只剩下他一人...

为了他，你放弃了与朋友们出门的机会，

为了他，你把你的时间都留给了空闲的他，

为了他，你也把许多异性的号码给删除了，

为了他，你甚至选择不与其他异性出门了，

为了他，你几乎失去了自己的一切自由...

不与好朋友出门，只是不想在自己快乐时，让他一个人寂寞，

把时间都留给她，因为你知道他很忙，要是不说就没机会聊了，

删除异性的号码，只是知道他会不开心，所以选择放弃那些人，

不与异性出门，因为你不想让自己成为他的藉口，让他和异性出门，

最终，你放弃了一切，只因为你爱上了一个人...

于是你变了，你变得不再快乐了，你每天提心吊胆，

等不到他电话你会着急，看不见他的回复你会不开心，

你知道他和异性出门你吃醋，他不肯为你妥协你伤心，

你觉得你付出的真心不应该是得到这样伤心的回报，

觉得自己爱得好痛苦，爱情不应该是这样子的...

最终你为他留了许多的眼泪，他始终也从你的身边离去了，

你问他你有什么地方做的不好，你可以为了他改变一切，

他说不出你哪里不好，他知道你在乎，但他厌倦的却是你的在乎，

他不喜欢你管他，他不喜欢你烦他，他不喜欢你等他，

可你不可能不管他，你不可能不找他，你不可能不等他，

你嘴上说你会学着改变，但他却始终没有选择相信了...

其实你心中很清楚，你可以为他改变一切，

但就是改变不了对他的那一份在乎，

你爱他，但你的在乎却成了他沉重的包袱，

其实你没错，只是他不懂得珍惜了，

而他也没错，只是你真的太在乎了...

害怕他离去，你在乎了，在乎的是什么？

是他吗？还是你害怕的是自己受伤呢？

爱一个人，不应该是如何去在乎他的一切，

爱一个人，而是学着去体谅他想要的一切，

懂得体谅，何尝不是一种在乎呢？

penang nov

oh yeah,went to pg wif my aunt family,finally hv the chance to dump my books for 1 day,enjoy the day as vy long din take take n take photos d...
happy to hang out wif them at least im not alone myself..
while at nite stay wif mum n dad at our apartment,the next day hv e memorable session wif my parent as 1st time sing k wif them,my dad so cute..haha..
here some photos to go^^

gonna sit for 1st paper in few more hours

today is 21st d,n tmr will b my 1st paper of sem 5 officially,
applied economics,the only paper dat i can score A for this sem as i hv 45/50 for carry marks,
however i think myself ruined the chance as i less focuz on it during dis study week,n the worst is i always feel lack of time n hardly to understand the theory,
however i hope i can do it well tmr,as u say,no confident will destroy everything,miss u much much

hmmm

we friend bac..
but sometime really cant help when u din reply me!!haiz..
u say u hv ur reason,but i still disappointed wif u..
feel like delete u frm fb,so dat i wont knw when u online..
please le fren..i wan study hard

senior's convocation

its the raining season n yet convocation days..
i hv decided to attend the 1st nov evening session..
no bus to there n the route bhind my hostel has been flooded..
so nd to walk under the rain frm mall to the hall..
all the way feel like go for fish catching as our legs are all the way inside water..haha
n here some pics!!

jia shan

wai shin

emun
but sadly miss a lot of seniors convo visit cuz raining season n busy prepare for exam,,
anyway happy for their graduation..
thanks for the care all the way=)good luck for future..
can saw many parents include ah gong ah ma come for their convo n keep smilling,really like the scene

great story for my situation,will learn frm this

一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。

　　他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。” 　　 　　

和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。” 　 　 　　

他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。” 　　 　　

和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。

苦者被烫到马上松开了手。 　　 　　

和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。” 　　

　　你可能觉得难过 　　 　　

因为无论你对他怎么好 他都不领情 　　 　　

他不是看不到 他只是装作看不到 　　 　　

或者他根本不想看到 　　 　　

你觉得自己很喜欢他 　　 　　

甚至觉得再没有一个人可以像你那么喜欢他 　　 　　

你用尽全力对他好 　　 　　

把他看的比自己还重要 　　 　　

有什么事情第一个就想到他 　　 　　

联系不到他的时候　你担心他担心的快疯了 　　 　　

然而你有没有想过 　　 　　

这并不在你的责任范围 　　 　　

而且很有可能他是在躲着你 　　 　　

他受不了你对他那么好 不要一直发短信给他 　　 　　

不要一直找他 　　 　　

你也许只是想找他说说话 　　 　　

你觉得那很正常　不算苛求 　　 　　

但是也许他并不这么想 　　 　　

记住　你的想法不代表他的想法 　　 　　

你是真的不求回报的在喜欢他吗 　　 　　

你扪心自问一下 　　 　　

你确定不用他回报什么吗 　　 　　

那为什么你会难过 　　 　　

若是真的一无所求 　　 　　

你又怎么会觉得难过呢 　　 　　

所以　别觉得你那么爱他是伟大的 　　 　　

也许她根本不在乎你怎么为他付出 　　 　　

有时候你给他的爱或许是种负担 　　 　　

这种负担只会让他更加想远离你 　　 　

　因为他不想亏欠你 　　 　　

别事事为他担心为他张罗 　　 　　

你觉得他没有你不行 　　 　　

你觉得别人做不到你那么完善 　　 　　

但是你要清楚 　　 　　

你不是他要的那个人 　　 　　

你做的再完善也敌不过人家不做 　　

　　

那个位置本来就不是你的 　　 　　

你何必硬要挤上去呢 　　 　　 　　

你说道理你都懂　只是你做不好 　　 　　

喜欢他不是你的错 　　 　　

想关心他不是你的错 　　 　　

控制不住自己不是你的错 　　 　　

但是那是你的方式 　　 　　

人家不一定就能接受你这种所谓无私的爱

　　 　　

所以如果你喜欢他　他不喜欢你 　　 　　

那么就请你默默的 　　 　　

别试图让他知道 　　 　　

就算你会难过　甚至难过的流泪 　　 　　

就请你默默的 　　 　　

就算是逼自己也好 　　 　　

一定要忍着 　　 　　 　 　　

傻孩子．

　　 　　忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的．

　　 　　那些．都已是记忆．

　　 　　缺失并不可怕．

　　 　　可怕的．是无法面对． 　　 　　 　　

傻孩子．

　　 　　你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因为你付出过．

　　 　　付出了．她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．

　　 　　不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．

　　 　　绕开这个柱子．寻找未来的幸福生活吧．

　　 　　那里．有你的理想． 　　 　　 　　 　　

傻孩子．

　　 　　开始新的习惯吧．

　　 　　习惯．每天一个人生活．

　　 　　习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．

　　 　　习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景．

　　 　　你逃不掉．逃不掉的．

　　 　　那么．就勇敢面对．现实． 　　 　　

现实是．一切．画上了句点． 　　 　　 　　 　　

傻孩子．

　　 　　勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．

　　 　　这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．

　　 　　这也是你．成长中的你．

　　 　　这个你．正在逐渐死去．

　　 　　新的你．即将重生．

　　 　　找寻你的路．你的未来．

　　 　　你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠．

　　 　　做最好的自己．即使．一个人． 　　 　　 　　 　　

傻孩子．

　　 　　好．好．尽情发泄吧．

　　 　　剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式．

　　 　　泄完了．就要振作．

　　 　　看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道．

　　 　　还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．

　　 　　所以．你并不孤独．

　　 　　正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福． 　　 　　 　　 　　

傻孩子．

　　 　　别哭．别再哭．

　　 　　不值得．真的．不值得了．

　　 　　把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．

　　 　　开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇． 　　 　　做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．

傻孩子．

　　 　　生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂时宁静．

　　 　　别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．

　　 　　你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．

　　 　　现在的生活．不是你想要的．

　　 　　为了你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．

　　 　　给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福． 　　

recently i really duno how to say my life is!!!aiks...
undergo 2 minor surgeries wif taking out my tooth nerves,n the doctor dig dig dig..
i really wholebody no energy when sitting on the chair,wif the eyes close tight n the heart beating couldnt stop..aiks..
n now another prob dat i create myself lo...really everyweek aso no peace..
speechless d..lets wait the time pass..recently feel dat no one can understand me anymore=.= ,i really feel like crying off loud in front of u..
i dun wan fb anymore,will tweet my feelings at twitter,peace~

wonder

i really wonder y some guys is likedat..
i do hv close guy best frens dat treat me really gud,
but i wonder sometime wats on their mind till made me really lazy to choy them
eg,1 of them who use to study together wif me although diff course,he likes to call me n talk all abt academics,really sien!!n finally i manage to avoid his calls,but now he find me in fb chats,n when he see me online,he will say:wah so relax~
walao eh,i study whole day n on fb awhile,u aso wan bother n say till seem like i relax whole day..really dislike..

dats y i like bad guys,those who fail in exams but not always study study n study!!

afraid

haiz..i really feel afraid when i look clearly on my teeth..getting more n more holes
since im small,mt teeth structure r not well structured,or should say as vy vy ugly,
not only big,but senget here n there,n everyone see me sure wil say,later on must wear braces..
actually im vy scared of those teeth things,my teeth not only not nice,but get spoil easily compare to other normal ppl..
when primary sku,i always get call to the dentist room in school, n everytime sure something will happen,if i hv to take off my teeth,the whole sku will hear my crying sounds..haiz..cant control,
so once i saw the green card arrive to my class,i start to worry on..
n the dentist is my mum's fren,den she will tell how serious r my teeth to my mum...i really afraid to hear wat she say although i heard bfore many times jor..
so when in secondary school,i started to hv appointment for my braces at the alorstar main gov dental clinic..
as bcuz of my teeth r weak n hv many fillings nd to b done bfore start wearing it,so i delay quite a long time..
after wearing it,the doctor advised me to take care of my teeth well as im in special case,if not when i take off will b vy cham....
therefore,i really brush teeth once i ate something,but my teeth still vy weak,always get complain abt hygiene...haiz...the doctor got mention bfore when im baby dat time,mayb lack of calsium or duno wat dat made my teeth cant b strong,n my liquid inside my mouth is pekat...
i really afraid of the feeling on the dental chair,wif the spotlight show on u...but i always hv to b brave for myself...
i stil remember the day when i take off my braces,i really nearly faint to c my teeth...i immediately go private clinic for filling,but she just done 2 for me..n nd to go back again...but i really afraid of facing reality,dats my bad habit
today again i saw my teeth,is worsen ,wif more caries,ohno!!!i straight away feel like crying out
y always happen to me though once i hv my meal i brush my teeth,but is still so....mayb i no oftenly floss it...i gonna tell my dad faster bring me to clinic again..no more delay!!!shereen pls dun delay appointment d!!!=.=...............

worry=(

this time really many disaster n unpredict thing happen//
first ppl i worry the most is daddy,hope he wil take care of himself in this season as flood heavily n he nd to work 24 hours,hopefully he wont go to the deep deep water part...though lastime my mum warn her alot d...hopefully he take care of everything la..daughter always love u^^

n another person dat i care so much...1 day din reply me d...mayb is over busy but im still worry abt him...hmmm..fast fast reply me yea..im still waiting

day in memory,04/11/10

what a day...
study till 4.30am den hv a headache when wake up cuz i knew dat i nd to face malan today..
malan really made me stress,i study whole night but the concept hard to understand..
but i stil nd to overcome it...by nearly 12pm my rumate went to cafe n call me dat all r closed,mean no food...dis time duno nd to go where hunt for food...the day bfore aso likedat..haiz..therefore i think i dun wan waste my time ,eat cup mee!!!
den i really feel like going bac home..den i called my dad n my aunt,they say all the road connect to alor star blocked jor...really sigh..nd to survive here..
but den by around 1 or2pm,my roomate recieve a msg saying our timetable for exam delay...
i terus feel like ..DONT!!
den faster login to portal,but portal traffic jam..den c everyone posting in fb day exam delay...
den both of us shout out...n the hostel in chaos again
everyone saying wanna go bac as we hv 1 month study week!!
but HOW WE CAN OUT FROM UUM?
everyone saying dat we cant reach alorstar due to road block
they say u sure cant bac cuz road all block,den shahab flood n all fake rumours..
my dad said he drive his office car,come n rescue we 7 ppl
actually got 1 bus d to butterworth but cancel again..all aso cant confirm...
den when my dad reach wif Ford,den we all squeeze in wif 2 of my frens sit at the last part wif luggage,pity..haha..
den all the way.aso dark dark cuz raining..den when reach jitra the water at town clear jor..
but the road some block so nd to turn abit..n got 1 part the water is abit high..but our car manage to past through it..after dat we into the highway...whole highway dark dark de n we r the only car...feel like vy scary..
n den reach alorstar,the road to shahab din block pun..
really hate those stupid rumours..
aiks..
den hunt for tickets wif my frens..
after dat went to kfc,tot wanna eat at there,but no drinks,n again no mash potato n jz hv original chicken..swt..
at last reach my home n totally tired so slept early..
dats the day..i no worries for exam for dis moment,but the stuggle will extend

stress

stress up when nd to really really focus for my 1st paper...
sob sob..
malan really damn hard to understand n remember..
aza

rainy days non stop

raining raining,
1st time feel the rain dat more den 2 days non stop..
cool..i back to my uum for study week on 31st oct,by the time i reach uum,its ad rain cats n dogs,den after dat back to my rum,vy cooling,nice wheather to sleep,but sadly we nd study...
n so i can c the river my hostel is going to full d..
den by 1st nov,heard dat there ad block on road due to flooding..
den c the video posted on fb abt uum condition,wao..reallydangerous..
den attend seniors convo...the usual road we use is dangerous,therefore we walk a big round to dewan mas..
however the journey like fish catching...all the way kaki rendam air..
hoho...so excited..
n the 3rd day,finally no rain jor,however cafe all closed..
i heard the jitra road get closed..the convo also delayed..
really create many chaos jor..
hopefully situation fast fast recover...n evertyone are safe..
continue fight for study

end of oct

so fast 1st of oct was my bday..but now ad last day of oct..
means,final exam just around the corner..
n start from today,will less on fb d..lock my broadband inside my cupboard le..
seriously nd to focus for my result!!!
AZA..hope i can do it well!!hehe

but bfore that write abit abt today...
jz now play badminton wif my dad...
1st time fell down inside the court n i feel unbelievable experience..
when my dad giv me back ball n front ball,while i running to the front,i could not stop myself,vy weird n terus langgar the net,(cant imagine this happen to me as last time i laugh at ppl play basketball till long piak..haha..),den after dat i m fell to my dad's half court...n my both legs n my hand hurts..damn..now wan writing aso pain...

bless me

tonite hv heard wat u said n really hv deep thoughts on ur words...
anyway past remain past..

now im clear on my path now!!
i will work hard for my own future..
no more negative or rubbish feeling

i nd hugs

can anyone pls let me hug
i really tired of the stupid n idiot shereen lee le

decision

比想象中更痛
你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走
都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过

i guess i really did something wrong,
did not dare to lose u,but still dare to blame u
now really happen liao lo...eng gai jiak su gud shereen lee

last week of lecture for sem 5

seems like sem 5 just started awhile ago,but now is the last week bfore study week d..
time really flies,mayb awhile later is the day we seperated n left uum d..
but many of my frens will b last sem for next sem as their course duration jz 3 years..
hmmm..last week jor,many classes ended d,today also hv my last presentation,
did a mempersiasuikan thing,im the 1st 1 who speak but i greet wrong my lect name,i said good morning en saifol,but should be en faisol instead,haha,lect aso laugh on me..=.=
den the lect ask our group quest regarding our presentation,but the thing he ask really weird,my senior terus say this is a gud question,we also duno what u ask!!haha.cool
ok well~wednesday will start my 1st paper,business communication written exam,hope i can score it although stil not really on the process of preparing it^^
n today,skip my law class as usual..wash clothes den study frs
i m not the top scorer of frs d dis sem..sad..but i knw i try my best n vy careful when answer during exam...but my balance still cant balance,i duno y..haiz..faith
hmmm...today got study mood though some way of answer on the tutor is kinda curious..
anyway keep the study mood on!!
c how mess my table was during i study..haha
haha..wats in front of my study wall..lolz

hmmm...really feel like y i cant determine on my steps..
exam soon but i still blur blur with stupid things...
i nd to focus d!!
today vomit out sour sour things again..duno wat happen..medicine aso going to finish d..
n now even feel like sore throat..tms stil hv presentation,wednesday hv written exam d..
shereen lee,b tough le!!!

weekend outing

oh yeah..finally hv chance to go outing as really bored stay inside forest for too long..
its been 1 year d since last time i went to jitra wif my juniors..
this time went there wif liling,su wen,jok shan,mei hui..
i m late to the bustop n the mara arrive earlier den expected..
so...no luck nd to wait the nxt bus..
but luckily saw 1 teksi n ask the driver fetch us go to the back door to wait the bus when the bus is heading out frm uum
so..the 1st time hv chance communicate wif pak guard..
so funny,1 of them said me n liling is sisters,den we laugh..den the guard tell another guard confirm we r sepupu..sweat,im so dark n liling so fair..
den the another guard ask us frm msia or beijing..really lolz..
den asked where is our hometown,n said penang ar?den i asnwer kedah,den he laugh again...
den our bus reach wif the guard laugh happilyhave our meal at jitra's pizza hut..extreme cheese
but the service really bad...lack of staffs
lepak at jitra mall waiting to watch raymond lam's movie..
arghh..lurve him so much...if got such a guy how gud..hmmm,i nd to add oil d..haha

hmmmm

duno y sometime when late get ur msg awhile nia,i will lost control n keep on sending til reply me
duno y sometime when i say bye to u,but actually i hope that we stil haven bye yet,n stil can continue
duno y sometime i know dat u wont have that mean,but i think u're going to ignore me or dump me,n i will start to worry n keep on bla on u...
these r my thoughts of tonite after say gud night to u 2 hours ago..i know i should not be greedy sometime..but still, i miss u♥

美麗的是勤奮而有朝氣的你自己

如果你已經20歲了，你真的輸不起了，別再孩子了.....
如果你到了20歲，還沒到25歲 。 ——李開復


這篇文章是一把刀。看得人心疼，看得人心痛。

如果你已經過了20歲但還不到25歲的話，你必須找到除了愛情之外，能夠使你用雙腳堅強
站在大地上的東西。你要找到謀生的方式。現在考慮不晚了。

我從來不以為學歷有什麼重要，天才都不是科班，但，不是科班，連龍套都跑不了。

你必須把那些浮如飄絮的思緒，漸漸轉化為清晰的思路和簡單的文字。
華麗和漂浮都不易長久。你要知道，給予文字閱讀快感不夠的，
內容，思想，境界，靈魂，精神和智慧，這些才重要。
不要多看那些和你一個路數的女作家的文字。不要瑣碎，無病呻吟。
不要想到什麼就寫。不要流連於小感傷和小感動。

我要你相信溫暖，美好，信任，尊嚴，堅強這些老掉牙的字眼。
我不要你頹廢，空虛，迷茫，糟踐自己，傷害別人。
我不要你把自己處理得一團糟。
節制自己的感情並且珍惜它，明白這種感情不是任何人都能要。

千萬不要認同那些偽裝的酷和另類。
他們是無事可做的人找出來放任自己無事可做的藉口，真正的酷是在內心。
你要有強大的內心。


要有任憑時間流逝，不會磨折和屈服的信念。
不是因為在學校的象牙塔中，才說出我愛世界這樣的話，
是知道外面的黑，髒，醜陋之後，還要說出這樣的話。


好好去愛，去生活。青春如此短暫，不要歎老。
偶爾可以停下來休息，但是別蹲下來張望。
走了一條路的時候，記得別回頭看。時不時問問自己，自己在幹嘛?
傷心和委屈的時候，要嚎啕大哭。哭完洗完臉，拍拍自己的臉，擠出一個微笑給自己看。
不要揉，否則第二天早上會眼睛腫。

給自己一個遠大的前程和目標。記得常常仰望天空。記住仰望天空的時候也看看腳下。
任何時候，任何人問你，有過多少次戀愛，答案是兩次。
一次是他愛我，我不愛他。一次是我愛他，他不愛我。
好的愛情永遠在下一次。別給同一個人兩次傷害你的機會。

不要與浪子，文藝青年交往，別和沒心沒肺的人在一起，別和沒有正當職業混日子的人在
一起。別把犯賤當真愛。一個人作踐自己來取悅你的時候，千萬不要因此感動。
一個男人的煙頭燙在他身上，下一個就可能燙在你身上。
同樣的，當這個女人的刀片割斷她的手腕，下次就可能割斷你的。

千萬別相信一個不準備將你介紹給他的朋友圈子的男人。
一個女人只肯喊你“寶貝”的時候，堅持要她喊你的名字，因為你是男人。
一個男人或者女人不再來找你的時候，就不要再去找他或者她。
不要相信在戀愛上用手段的人。分手時不要口出惡言。
吸取教訓，但不要後悔。後悔沒有用。

別去做撕照片，燒信，撕日記這樣一類三流愛情電視劇中才有人幹的事。
相信愛情。相信好男人和好女人還存在，還未婚，還在茫茫人海中尋覓你。
別說“男人(或者女人)沒一個好東西”，這樣使別人誤以為你閱人無數。

愛物質，適當地。永遠知道精神更重要。
比起那些名錶，名牌，時裝，更加美麗的是勤奮而有朝氣的你自己。
如果你20歲以後所花的每一分錢還都是伸手向父母親人要來的，那你的滿身名牌就只能襯
托出你的無恥。別以為穿上名牌你就有品位，要知道如果沒有真正的內涵，騾子配上金鞍
也不會變成駿馬。
你還年輕，先不說開始你的事業，開創你的未來，但你已經成年，至少也要讓自己不再成
為父母的負擔，讓父母看到20年辛苦養育的希望。

無所事事只會把你變成一個廢物，一個被所有其他人鄙夷的廢物，因為這樣的你是一個不
折不扣的寄生蟲。
別以為弄個怪異的髮型，穿上不男不女的衣服，噴上刺鼻的香水，別人就會注重你，
要明白那樣招來的眼光就是別人在看一隻與眾不同的猴子。
許多有教養的人對另類的你的反感並不寫在臉上，但這種反感確鑿無疑肯定會給你帶來極
其不利的後果。

別瞧不起勞動人民。不要為勞動羞恥。土地不髒，汗味不難聞。
請尊重那些似乎生活狀況不如你，但仍然用自己的雙手誠實勞動養家糊口的人，因為這樣
才是尊重自己。永遠體恤那些生活在底層的人們，因為我們的親人就是在這些人群中。
我們不嬌貴。我們必須能夠自己養活自己，這是你的尊嚴所在。

不要小看一分錢。不妨自己去掙掙看。做人有時要強悍一點，被欺負的時候，一定要討回
來！但是不要記恨。小人之見，隨他們去好了。有原則的寬容和憐憫，會使你高貴。
有小心機的女生是可愛的，但別把這種心計用在勾心鬥角上，那樣會很累。
做人不要太高調，高調容易招惹是非。
但也不能太低調，該強悍時則強悍，但切不可咄咄逼人。


被朋友傷害了的時候，別懷疑友情，但提防背叛你的人。原諒，但並不遺忘。
做人存幾分天真童心，對朋友保持一些俠義之情。要快樂，要開朗，要堅韌，要溫暖。
這和性格無關。但你要忠誠，勤奮，要真誠的尊重別人，這樣你的人生才不會黑暗。

寬待自己，也寬待別人。當你不會因為小小的不如意小小的事而生氣或難過的時候，
你會輕鬆很多。

要原諒這個世界和自己。
要告訴自己，我值得擁有最好的一切。

i wan concentrate

preparation for final exam start now..
but i find myself hardly concentrate on my study.
arghhhhhhhhhhh
please let the serious mood back!!!!!!!!!!!!!

true story behind of messages

时间到了又掏出了手机检查，

别人总问你为什么一直拿出手机来看，

你总是尴尬地回答说看看现在几点钟，

但你知道你真正想看的并不是时间，

而是，有没有他打来的短信，

有没有错过他打来的未接来电...

你知道，你不发短信给他，他就会不会发给你，

你知道，就算你发短信给他，他也不一定回你，

你知道，就算你发了再发，也不一定能有回复，

找个藉口吧，假装要问他什么，希望他能回复，

他回复了，但把你的问题回答后，信息停止了...

有时候，我们自己都会觉得自己真的好傻，

可以等一个人的短信等一整个晚上不睡觉，

吃饭，睡觉，就连上厕所都可以带着电话，

为的只是不要错任何他的短信，

为的只是在第一时间给他回复...

怕他觉得你好烦，所以总有不同的方式找他，

发错短信，转发写短信，心理测验的短信，

反正心中就只是想要得到一个回复，

就算你知道，他的回复可能会让你不知道该怎么回复...

最喜欢的，应该就是发一些幸福的转发信息吧，

带有点暧昧，也有带有点暗示的成份，

收不到回复也可以安慰自己这只是转发信息，

收到回复更开心，因为他也会给你封幸福的短信，

纵使你知道不真实，却还能开心一整天...

短短的一封信息，牵扯的是一个人一天的心情，

有时候，我们要的是一个交待，

有时候，我们只是突然很想他，

有时候，我们等待的是一种幸福，

有时候，我们的等待是一种痛苦,

想太多，因为我们不知道他在想什么...

记得，没有一个人值得你一再地为他发短信，

如果他在乎，回复的那一个人是你而不是他，

一封短信，可以看出一个人爱一个人有多深，

一封短信，也能看出一个人对一个人有多不在乎...

如果有一天，我不再等你的简讯，不表示我不爱你了，

而是我知道，你不想看我的简讯，你并没那么在乎我...

weee

hehe..happy mood now
peace=)
i hope this will remain
i wan hv a nice mood to start final preparation..
support me yea

i still fail these

i try not to think of u,but i still fail it
i try not to send so many msgs to u when u not reply,but i still fail of it
i try not to scold u,but i still fail of it
i try not to get emo cuz of u,but i still fail of it
i try not to always check on my hp cuz of ur msg,but i still fail of it
i try not to reply u,but i still fail of it
i try not to cry cuz of u,but i still fail of it
i try not to miss u,but i still fail of it
i try not to think negative,but i still fail of it
i try not to awaken by midnight bfore ur gd night msg, but still fail of it
i know i try hard to avoid these all,but i still fail of it
but i promise u,i will try to made it pass=)

business communication executive meeting

yeayea..busniess communication is an interesting subject among other papers i took this semester
as the class jz hv 26 students,therefore nd to concentrate ..n im the one who respond alot in class as other jz keep quiet..
as me n my gang always giv feedback n kidding wif the lecturer..so he knw us^^
n this paper hv to create a company wif proposal since starting of this semester,den wif agenda n minutes of meeting...
n finally here come the finally,executive meeting..the idea of our company is fresh as we think ourselve n boom for ideas here n there..
den when came to executive meeting,
we spend abt 26 hours for preparation n doing our script..
we do find lect advice ..when 1st time he straightly say we wrong here n there, really feel like argh!!!so we READJUST again..
den the second time,aso nd adjustment...
n finally on the real day,all of us r nervous...but after we end our meeting,
the lecturer smile n said i hv no comment,u all knw,u r the 1st group i satisfy since morning..
wahh...really overwhelmed wif joy,at last our hard work r not wasted=)

now the meeting end,gonna prepare for interview on coming sunday...
will miss the time we practice together wif andy,soo han,fu shen ,ah iek n yi jing..
really fun work wif them though abit lag time la..haha..but many stupid thinking n idea

ugly me@.@

ugly girl..
cant expect anything too much..
nd to knw wats ur qualification..
so depends on ur ability ba..
dun depends on others..
AZA..

haiz..i knw im ugly is a fact..
but mayb its not important actually ..
but i duno y i vy care abt this..
mayb few years ago kena hurt bfore..
since that time,i vy scared that ppl will ignore me jz cuz of im ugly..
therefore i try to b gud in personality...
hmmm...duno how to say...
but sometime i aso think that i vy over..
once ppl din choy me..
den i sure wil think of they jz look on outlook,therefore dun wan waste time on me le...
i guess this thinking vy no gud..
but i duno how to change....haiz..confident,where r u?

like these^^

1.不求与人相比，但求超越自己，要哭就哭出激动的泪水，要笑就笑出成长的性格。

2. 与其用泪水悔恨今天，不如用汗水拼. 搏今天。

3.当眼泪流尽的时候，留下的应该是坚强。

4.人生就像一杯没有加糖的咖啡，喝起来是苦涩的，回味起来却有久久不会退去的余香。

5.有一种缘，放手后成为风景，有一颗心，坚持中方现真诚。

6.选择自己所爱的，爱自己所选择的。

7.这一秒不放弃，下一秒就会有希望。

8.曾经拥有的不要忘记，难以得到的更要珍惜，属于自己的不要放弃，已经失去的留作回忆。

9.没有人陪你走一辈子，所以你要适应孤独，没有人会帮你一辈子，所以你要奋斗一生。

10.喜欢就该珍惜，珍惜就别放弃。

11. 人生就是一场旅行，不在乎目的地，在乎的应该是沿途的风景以及看风景的心情。

12.靠山山会倒，靠人人会跑，只有自己最可靠。

13.为你的难过而快乐的是敌人，为你的快乐而快乐的是朋友，为你的难过而难过的才是你的知己。

14.如果爱，请深爱；如不爱，请离开。

15.只要心中有希望存在，就有幸福存在。

第一句 “人都是逼出来的”。每个人都是有潜能的，生于安乐，死于忧患，所以，当面对压力的时候，不要焦燥，也许这只是生活对你的一点小考验，相信自己，一切都能 处理好，逼急了好汉可以上梁山，时世造英雄，穷者思变，人只有压力才会有动力。

第二句：“如果你简单，这个世界就对你简单”。简单生活才能幸福生活，人要自足常乐，宽容大度，什么事情都不能想繁杂，心灵的负荷重了，就会怨天忧人。要定期的对记忆进行一次删除，把不愉快的人和事从记忆中摈弃，。

第三句：“人生没有彩排，每一天都是现场直播”。偶尔会想，如果人生真如一场电子游戏，玩坏了可以选择重来，生活会变成什么样子？正因为时光流逝一去不复返，每一天都不可追回，所以更要珍惜每一寸光阴，孝敬父母、疼爱孩子、体贴爱人、善待朋友。

第四句：“怀才就象怀孕，时间久了会让人看出来”。人，切莫自以为是，地球离开 了谁都会转，古往今来，恃才放肆的人都没有好下场。所以，即便再能干，也一定要保持谦虚谨慎，做好自己的事情，是金子总会发光。

第 五句：“过去酒逢知已千杯少，现在酒逢千杯知已少”。不甚酒力，体会不了酒的美味，但却能感受知已的妙处。没有朋友的人生是孤独的，不完整的，可是，因为 生活的忙碌，渐渐少了联络，友谊就变的淡了，所以，抽点时间，联络朋友一起聊聊天，让情谊在笑声中升腾，当朋友遇到了难题的时候，一定要记得挺身而出，即 便帮不了忙，安慰也是最大的支持。

第 六句：“人生如果错了方向，停止就是进步”。人，总是很难改正自己的缺点，人，也总是很难发现自己的错误，有时，明知错了，却欲罢不能，一错再错，把握正 确的方向，坚守自己的原则，世界上的诱惑很多，天上永远不会掉馅饼，不要因为贪图一时的快乐而付出惨痛的代价，如果发现错了，一定要止步。

第 七 句：“人生两大悲剧：一是万念俱灰，一是踌躇满志”。现代的人好象特别脆弱，报纸上天天报道众多名人得抑郁症，这些人一定是从一个极端走向别一个极端。正 因为踌躇满志，才坚信自已是完美的，是无所不能的，如果受到一点挫折，就会变得极度自卑，甚至失去继续生活的勇气。为自己找一个准确的定位，享受生活乐 趣。

第八句：“人生和爱情一样，错过了爱情就错过了人生”。爱情是什么？让人无所适从，让人神魂颠倒，面对爱情的时候，勇敢一点，大胆说出自己的爱，有花堪摘直须摘，莫待无花空折枝。人，总会生老病死，怎么过都是一生，错过了爱情就错过了生命的精彩。

第九句：“天下有钱人终成眷属”。现代社会的人变得越来越势利，爱情也越来越无足轻重，于是我不得不相信“天下有钱人终成眷属”就对现代爱情的最确切的描述。

第十句：“要成功，需要朋友，要取得巨大的成功，需要敌人”。有竞争才有发展，因为有了敌人的存在，因为有了不服输的决心，才会努力的做好自己的事，所以，有时候，敌人比朋友的力量更大，天下没有永远的敌人，却有永远的朋友，有些时候，敌人也可以变成朋友。