wow..so fast june hv came to its end..n ohno,my study life gonna start in 11 days..
n the 30th of june,made me hv sum thoughts...not so special i guess..but stil i wanna drop down as s memory so dat i can review it in future^^
the day start wif 2am when i wake up jz to watch football match last 16..spain vs portugal..
spain is world rank 2nd while portugal ranked 3rd...
n i heard dat portugal jz won 5 matches out of 20 matches they met..
lolz..bad side for portugal..
but anyway,i stil support portugal although i like torres aso..haha
so for the game,my choice is portugal,the reason is???i also duno..
mayb i like to c cristiana ronaldo..not dat im saying he is handsome..jz the feel is right..haha..siao eh me..macam ni aso can..haha
den the game started n i watch alone..wif my fb accompany me..n chat wif GM..but he keeps on shoot my ronaldo..aiks..beh dong..sumtimes wanna screw his hand..cuz cant fight win him de...
n the 1st half of the game..no score of goal for both country..
portugal din hv good attack..n i b honest,i can c spain play better...but i stil hope ronaldo could perform well...but when the ball wif him,he kept on miss it or fell down..aiks..
n by 60 mins i guess...david villa score goal for spain..aiks..
n so on..the game end wif 1-0//...sad,cant c my ronaldo d..n cant sleep dat nite..
dream of something stupid..dun nd mention here la..
den 10am go work as usual...but today i ask for leave earlier since i hv done my tasks..
so i went to a lawyer's firm wif cindy..
actually i recommend she this job as she told me bfore she wanna gain experience in lawyer's firm since she hv 3 months holday...n when tues nite i played doubles wif an aunty..my mum told me she own a firm..so the nxt week whether she hv a place for my fren,n she said yes!!
so...my fren is employed^^
so cindy came to my shop fetch me n we went to the firm...
at first..it is jz a normal firm..n all firms r the same i guess....full wif documents n paper work..
so the mrs interviewed her..n after dat she bring us to a room n c his son...
at 1st sight...ohno!looked damn leng zai..dat type of vy knowledgeable look...seems like perfect..
but dis not the main point..im suddenly awake by hearing wat he said..he told cindy dat actually wats the attitude u want to b here is either depends on urself..
either u wan sit there n c ppl working around or u wan take down the responsibility n really work hard as if ur own works..learning all things n means busy during working time..
the choice is urs..
wats on my mind is dat...y arent thinking or having dis habit during my 1st job..
yes..i wanna enter account firm cuz wanna take some experience so dat i can up level myself or for better future..
but..jz by 2nd days ,i ad hv the feeling of wanna quit..cuz really tones of work n feel dat i gonna b stress...but i ad forget dat i nd to sacrifice sumthing to gain sumthing..no free lunch in dis world!!
but wat im thinking dat time...so bad...so its really my problem n my own regret to loose the experience....so stupid im.!!!
but the words really stored in my mind...hopefully dat i wont behave so in future anymore@.@
the by the nite ,after teaching tuition,thought of wanna online awhile den go for bed d as recently over tired..
but in fb hv discussions...the 1st time my name was tag so many times in fb..
the major cause is cuz of im damn lucky cuz i get the same lect againn....wat so lucky..those who tag me should knw...
so dat nite..keep on bla bla bla wif justin,accel n liling..siao eh..
anyway...i jz can accept the jodoh..haha...
n so my days end,
my june end,
n my holiday nearly end...
sobsob
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Saturday, June 26, 2010
idiot me
lolz..wats wrong with this topic again..
hmmm..i wanna bla out all my weaknesses dat i do really hate..
i think i wrote it out would giv me more remind in future..
dont do it again shereen lee!!
1. start frm everyday morning when wake up...if u r my close friends,esp my roomate,neighbour n my family members,,sure wil get wat i wana say out..
haha..yes...im a pig...i set alarm wanna wake on dat particular time...but...i wil wake n set 10 minutes la..den close again n set 5 minutes...end up sumtime wil b late for class..aiks
at 1st i tot wanna wake earlier so dat i can take my time prepare for class or work or wake early for sport..but i do always change my mind once the alarm ring...by the time,i will think it will b good if could sleep more awhile...
aiks..hv to change it !!
2.my temper....i do friendly sometimes,but i think i would also turned to bad temper when im not in my mood..
erm,how to say,mayb when exam,stress den if sumone ask me question ..den i explained d n she stil couldnt get wat i said,i wil jz arghhh..u c it urself la..(bad rite me?..but actually i do like to teach my frens if they get my point easily)
den sumore..in house,i will always feel geram ...sumtimes my dad aint punctual or too jaga my mum..i will arghhh..n %&$&*&*..aike..how i wanna control this...dis really bad as a daughter..
another..my grandma..lastime i vy sayang her de..think dat i could not live without her..but now...wah..i really cham..as we knw..old ppl vy like to bla bla bla..n think dat themselve most geng n corect de..but mayb my grandma always din think fully,n always bla sumthing...
so sumtime i cant tahan den will said her..actually i said d aso wil feel sorry to her..but..erm..sumtime the scenario really not like wat she think...but anyway i knew dat i should bear wif her..dont say out in high pitch..try to chang n remind
den my mum...hmmm...we do always argue..but when i grew elder,i try to close up our relation,n yes after i hv my hostel life,we do talk better..hv topics..but compare to others mum n daughter..there still hv some gaps..i duno y as it since im young...
my mum..i duno how tovoice out my opinion to her sometime..as in my eye,she is dat type she is right mostly...so i really din dare to say "no,u r wrong"..so i jz think in my brain...
so usually i burst my word out when i really cant tolerate or in front of relatives..
she do get the msg i guess..but the effect is huge!!haha..i wil get scold gaigai..by dat time i really regret...seems like my mouth is the main cause...lolz...
but now i do hope dat i can appreciate wat she did for us..think positively,we r helping each other to grow up,she help me grew as teenager,n i help her grew as n mother..give each other some hearts,i believe the family wil b better^^
3.lazy tidy up my room...my house room..i always spend my holiday time tidy it up..but always did not work..
my room..how to say,i shared wif my sis..a small room..but half of it is cupboard..my mum;s stuffs so many inside...so lack of space to store my clothes..so everytime when i wana search for clothes...sure wil vy untidy d..actually now i got a solution,hang it up wif the hangers i get bac frm my hostel room..but actually stil vy crowded..really hard to find..i couldnt blame anyone as everytime i bring dis issue up in my family,sure i lose de...
lolz..so jz bear wif it..all boxes aso in my room..im not complaining or wat..as i stay so since lastime..so jz appreciate dat at least i hv bed to sleep...if not~jz sad ownself
4. jealousy..
im really good in dis stupid attitude..
i duno y...mayb im lack of confident since im kids til now..
say frm result...im not dat intelligent type..so i work n study hard for my academics everytime as i knw without gud academins,i may hard to survive in future as i dont own a gud brain or look..so wat i nd is to put effords my self...
but sumtime i do feel arghh..y sum ppl wil score much better compare to the efforts we gave.....
den i wil blame again y so unfair..stupid rite..
n den sumore..abt the look...i always hang out wif frens dat looked much better den me...den when we were out,the got the attention usually..i do sad sumtime n wil jealous lo..lolz...den i keep telling myself dont too mind abt it...but sumtime,i do care much n hurt=.=...LOL...
wat to do...being born so..cant change anything...so ..hope myself cheer myself up every time
den wat else..
actually many many else...
update nxtime
hmmm..i wanna bla out all my weaknesses dat i do really hate..
i think i wrote it out would giv me more remind in future..
dont do it again shereen lee!!
1. start frm everyday morning when wake up...if u r my close friends,esp my roomate,neighbour n my family members,,sure wil get wat i wana say out..
haha..yes...im a pig...i set alarm wanna wake on dat particular time...but...i wil wake n set 10 minutes la..den close again n set 5 minutes...end up sumtime wil b late for class..aiks
at 1st i tot wanna wake earlier so dat i can take my time prepare for class or work or wake early for sport..but i do always change my mind once the alarm ring...by the time,i will think it will b good if could sleep more awhile...
aiks..hv to change it !!
2.my temper....i do friendly sometimes,but i think i would also turned to bad temper when im not in my mood..
erm,how to say,mayb when exam,stress den if sumone ask me question ..den i explained d n she stil couldnt get wat i said,i wil jz arghhh..u c it urself la..(bad rite me?..but actually i do like to teach my frens if they get my point easily)
den sumore..in house,i will always feel geram ...sumtimes my dad aint punctual or too jaga my mum..i will arghhh..n %&$&*&*..aike..how i wanna control this...dis really bad as a daughter..
another..my grandma..lastime i vy sayang her de..think dat i could not live without her..but now...wah..i really cham..as we knw..old ppl vy like to bla bla bla..n think dat themselve most geng n corect de..but mayb my grandma always din think fully,n always bla sumthing...
so sumtime i cant tahan den will said her..actually i said d aso wil feel sorry to her..but..erm..sumtime the scenario really not like wat she think...but anyway i knew dat i should bear wif her..dont say out in high pitch..try to chang n remind
den my mum...hmmm...we do always argue..but when i grew elder,i try to close up our relation,n yes after i hv my hostel life,we do talk better..hv topics..but compare to others mum n daughter..there still hv some gaps..i duno y as it since im young...
my mum..i duno how tovoice out my opinion to her sometime..as in my eye,she is dat type she is right mostly...so i really din dare to say "no,u r wrong"..so i jz think in my brain...
so usually i burst my word out when i really cant tolerate or in front of relatives..
she do get the msg i guess..but the effect is huge!!haha..i wil get scold gaigai..by dat time i really regret...seems like my mouth is the main cause...lolz...
but now i do hope dat i can appreciate wat she did for us..think positively,we r helping each other to grow up,she help me grew as teenager,n i help her grew as n mother..give each other some hearts,i believe the family wil b better^^
3.lazy tidy up my room...my house room..i always spend my holiday time tidy it up..but always did not work..
my room..how to say,i shared wif my sis..a small room..but half of it is cupboard..my mum;s stuffs so many inside...so lack of space to store my clothes..so everytime when i wana search for clothes...sure wil vy untidy d..actually now i got a solution,hang it up wif the hangers i get bac frm my hostel room..but actually stil vy crowded..really hard to find..i couldnt blame anyone as everytime i bring dis issue up in my family,sure i lose de...
lolz..so jz bear wif it..all boxes aso in my room..im not complaining or wat..as i stay so since lastime..so jz appreciate dat at least i hv bed to sleep...if not~jz sad ownself
4. jealousy..
im really good in dis stupid attitude..
i duno y...mayb im lack of confident since im kids til now..
say frm result...im not dat intelligent type..so i work n study hard for my academics everytime as i knw without gud academins,i may hard to survive in future as i dont own a gud brain or look..so wat i nd is to put effords my self...
but sumtime i do feel arghh..y sum ppl wil score much better compare to the efforts we gave.....
den i wil blame again y so unfair..stupid rite..
n den sumore..abt the look...i always hang out wif frens dat looked much better den me...den when we were out,the got the attention usually..i do sad sumtime n wil jealous lo..lolz...den i keep telling myself dont too mind abt it...but sumtime,i do care much n hurt=.=...LOL...
wat to do...being born so..cant change anything...so ..hope myself cheer myself up every time
den wat else..
actually many many else...
update nxtime
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
sharing #1(dont fear,take it as newfeeling=)
yea..finally found some ways to share sumthing worth i guess/..
reading Reader's Digest while im working as sometime finish my task earlier..so..yes..i can read my book bside chit-chat wif my colleague..
n in June's RD,i've found quite a number of articles dat worth sharing..'
n here,i share 1 of it first^^
actually the story come from Aussie Comic Marty Wilson who has shared abt how he faced his nerves while on stage,to the feeling of "newfeeling"...
instead of the feeling of nerves,knots in the stomach,scared,fear when facing some inordinary days,mayb we should jz treat it as jz a "newfeeling"
n Marty said that even his son also pactice the feeling of "newfeeling" when his 1st day at school...n so he enjoyed..
The highlight of that article that sounds nice:
FOLLOW UR BUTTERFLIES
I believe the best thing abt "newfeeling" is that it unerringly points to things we could be doing to express more fully who we r meant to be.And the best way to find it is to look around,consider ur options,then do the thing that gives you the biggest knots in ur stomach.Notice what scares u most,then grab life with both sweaty palms.
the facts that were shared:
1.LIFE IS CHANGE
we r not saying that life is full of change,but,it is like what the buddhist said "impermanence"..
yup..things change...
人生无常，所以我们要活在当下...dis sentence i learn frm the buddhist camp..
we should knw dat the life is changing,we dont knw wat wil happen on the next second rite?so,what we should do is enjoy the current moment,dont fear...jz enjoy the process as we stil can
2.when you refuse to change,you dont hold onto the past,you lose the future..Adaptable or Stuck?the choice is yours..
for example,if u refuse to forget ur ex,how u gonna get a new relation?
or another saying,u can only stand up,after you put down the past..
"the limits of one's language are the limits of one's world"
the number of ways you can talk abt something determines the number of ways you can think abt something,and that determines how u feel abt something.
so CHANGE THE WORLD,CHANGE THE MEANING,CHANGE THE FEELING
another final sharing in dis topic,
walking outside on a hot day,make you feel "hot",
when you go out of ur comfort zone,you get newfeeling.
so IT'S UP TO U
reading Reader's Digest while im working as sometime finish my task earlier..so..yes..i can read my book bside chit-chat wif my colleague..
n in June's RD,i've found quite a number of articles dat worth sharing..'
n here,i share 1 of it first^^
actually the story come from Aussie Comic Marty Wilson who has shared abt how he faced his nerves while on stage,to the feeling of "newfeeling"...
instead of the feeling of nerves,knots in the stomach,scared,fear when facing some inordinary days,mayb we should jz treat it as jz a "newfeeling"
n Marty said that even his son also pactice the feeling of "newfeeling" when his 1st day at school...n so he enjoyed..
The highlight of that article that sounds nice:
FOLLOW UR BUTTERFLIES
I believe the best thing abt "newfeeling" is that it unerringly points to things we could be doing to express more fully who we r meant to be.And the best way to find it is to look around,consider ur options,then do the thing that gives you the biggest knots in ur stomach.Notice what scares u most,then grab life with both sweaty palms.
the facts that were shared:
1.LIFE IS CHANGE
we r not saying that life is full of change,but,it is like what the buddhist said "impermanence"..
yup..things change...
人生无常，所以我们要活在当下...dis sentence i learn frm the buddhist camp..
we should knw dat the life is changing,we dont knw wat wil happen on the next second rite?so,what we should do is enjoy the current moment,dont fear...jz enjoy the process as we stil can
2.when you refuse to change,you dont hold onto the past,you lose the future..Adaptable or Stuck?the choice is yours..
for example,if u refuse to forget ur ex,how u gonna get a new relation?
or another saying,u can only stand up,after you put down the past..
"the limits of one's language are the limits of one's world"
the number of ways you can talk abt something determines the number of ways you can think abt something,and that determines how u feel abt something.
so CHANGE THE WORLD,CHANGE THE MEANING,CHANGE THE FEELING
another final sharing in dis topic,
walking outside on a hot day,make you feel "hot",
when you go out of ur comfort zone,you get newfeeling.
so IT'S UP TO U
Sunday, June 20, 2010
happy daddy day
happy daddy day..
a special day for every dad..
but seem like nothing in my family...no celebration..
nvm..i did a card for my daddy..
my daddy is the greatest dad in this world i would say..
i never hate him...though sumtime wil yell at him...but im sure the wrong sure is me..
cuz he really sacrifice alot for me...
if u r my best fren,sure wil know how good is my dad...
n in d card i wrote down these words..
really wat i wanna convey to him..
A Dad is a person
who is loving and kind,
And often he knows
what you have on your mind.
He's someone who listens,
suggests, and defends.
A dad can be one
of your very best friends!
He's proud of your triumphs,
but when things go wrong,
A dad can be patient
and helpful and strong
In all that you do,
a dad's love plays a part.
There's always a place for him
deep in your heart.
And each year that passes,
you're even more glad,
More grateful and proud
just to call him your dad!
Thank you, Dad...
for listening and caring,
for giving and sharing,
but, especially, for just being you!
Happy Father's Day
a special day for every dad..
but seem like nothing in my family...no celebration..
nvm..i did a card for my daddy..
my daddy is the greatest dad in this world i would say..
i never hate him...though sumtime wil yell at him...but im sure the wrong sure is me..
cuz he really sacrifice alot for me...
if u r my best fren,sure wil know how good is my dad...
n in d card i wrote down these words..
really wat i wanna convey to him..
A Dad is a person
who is loving and kind,
And often he knows
what you have on your mind.
He's someone who listens,
suggests, and defends.
A dad can be one
of your very best friends!
He's proud of your triumphs,
but when things go wrong,
A dad can be patient
and helpful and strong
In all that you do,
a dad's love plays a part.
There's always a place for him
deep in your heart.
And each year that passes,
you're even more glad,
More grateful and proud
just to call him your dad!
Thank you, Dad...
for listening and caring,
for giving and sharing,
but, especially, for just being you!
Happy Father's Day
pizza day
outfit of the nite...blackactually dis was the 2nd nite i hv my dinner at the same place after lastnite..i have my pizza diner wif my best fren..haha..dat nite was actually my aunt's husband birthday..n dat nite both of my parent hv appointment wif their own fren..so left me alone..so my aunt came pick me n my grandma for the diner。。
n they r calling my another aunt family too..so happy..can reunion.. xd
haha...i can joke around n b tomboy all the nite..no image de..n my cousins kept pulling my bun hair,,,aiks...
1 of the pizza..jz manage to capture 1 as other once arrive..wil disappear d
1 of the pizza..jz manage to capture 1 as other once arrive..wil disappear d
Saturday, June 19, 2010
penang on wednesday
forgot is wat date d...but is last week/...dat day argue wif my mum...n she said dun wan bring me go penang c our new hous d..but when i woke up n prepare for work...
she asked me wan go anot..if wan den take off day lo..haha..now u c..who is the boss..so cham ah me...work 3 days off 4 days...now off again..paiseh nia..but bohuat la..wanna go c c..den ma go lo..went there..c d house..but i din take any picture though is fully furnished..no mood..damn tired dat time...after dat they go discuss the agreement thing..n the wife of dat owner is beautician...ask her c my face...but she recommend me new product..
wa...dat time i jz think i shouldnt go...HALF K is gone...lolz...damn expensive..
but nvm..my mum pay..haha..thanks lo..though nd to hear her bla awhile^^
the other matter dun want bla out d...nothing special..eat cendol as usual at perangin there..vy famous de
really lots ppl..indian aso got
after dat go buy buah pala..
n the greates nite...my mum said wanna treat us diner..
haha....go autocity's TAO..
have buffer...really song...can eat gao gao...but nearly burst..
i lurve TAO internal design...so nice...n we sit at pub there...football feel wif wide screen..spain 's game
the toilet wash tab..nice??actually stil hv many design dat worth to capture...but i really tired..so jz abit here
Friday, June 18, 2010
gunung jerai again
before out..
went to gunung jerai wif my aunt,ah gim,my mum n me..at 1st i really vy happy cus thought can go up wif my cousins them,...but sadly theu dun wan go,cus stil haven wake up..but nv m..i go wif the young ladies aso good...our heroine,means my ah gim,...vy geng de..drive up to the mountain....after pusing pusing for 10km i think...finally reach there d...bravo!!!
at there...the sun really hot..bfore we go out,my ah gim ask my mum bring sweater anot...cus mountain mayb cold..hahabut when we reach..we need umbrella...if not our hair will burn out..lolzgunung jerai hill resort..actually there is kinda pretty...but not dat super nice la..
but kedah got dis view aso not bad d..but i think who wan stay overnite there..nothing at there de..so i m sure dat they develop it sure cant earn bac d money...this was my 2nd time...i went there cus can hv a nice outing wif family...
but aso not worth always go up..cus nothing actually...so..hmmm...duno how to comment...but overall is a nice place la...let c the flora..
me n my aunt walk down to c anything blow...den we run up..wah..wearing slipper...geng?
4 of us..frm left:yiyi,ah gim(driver),mum n me
granny birthday
ahaha..
went to sp celebrate my granny birthday lastweek...
surprise to c she happy dat day n could sit til the celebration finish..
is a good sign n big clap for her...hope she more healthier day by day..n yes..the celebration is at restaurant..n we book 5 tables i think...
the close relatives r there...n my aunt also came back..so do her daughters,mean my cousin sis...
we really kinda like seperate after we grew bigger...not as when kids time..always stick together...maybe dis is the real life..but to b honest..i hate dis situation....family should b greater den others..my elder cousin sis bf stil not arrive,but 2nd cousin bring her bf along..1st time c de...
n dat nite...got 2 couples...another is my younger cousin bring her bf too..
wah..seems like everyone aso intro their bf to family d..
but mana i de??haha..single is special d now...in other word is siasui...
when bside them got partner..sure we cant chat so much d...paiseh ma..sumore they aso nd to acc their bf ....lolz...nvm...i ok de..haha..but dat nite so funny...their bfs kena force to drink..lolz...pity??but is fun la..
dat nite my cousin bf teach me play mahjung..kinda interesting..haha..learn more nxtime..
the pink scarf de is the birthday girl...me n my mum only as my dad n sis r outstation
my cousin sisters
her childern ,grandchildren all here:)
went to sp celebrate my granny birthday lastweek...
surprise to c she happy dat day n could sit til the celebration finish..
is a good sign n big clap for her...hope she more healthier day by day..n yes..the celebration is at restaurant..n we book 5 tables i think...
the close relatives r there...n my aunt also came back..so do her daughters,mean my cousin sis...
we really kinda like seperate after we grew bigger...not as when kids time..always stick together...maybe dis is the real life..but to b honest..i hate dis situation....family should b greater den others..my elder cousin sis bf stil not arrive,but 2nd cousin bring her bf along..1st time c de...
n dat nite...got 2 couples...another is my younger cousin bring her bf too..
wah..seems like everyone aso intro their bf to family d..
but mana i de??haha..single is special d now...in other word is siasui...
when bside them got partner..sure we cant chat so much d...paiseh ma..sumore they aso nd to acc their bf ....lolz...nvm...i ok de..haha..but dat nite so funny...their bfs kena force to drink..lolz...pity??but is fun la..
dat nite my cousin bf teach me play mahjung..kinda interesting..haha..learn more nxtime..
the pink scarf de is the birthday girl...me n my mum only as my dad n sis r outstation
my cousin sisters
her childern ,grandchildren all here:)
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