27th of mac_unlucky day

yea..today is add drop day..n 1st time im the lucky one who manage to add in the 1st 3 mins bfore the system broke..n i got the table i arrange for..dats great^^
but after dat ..many unlucky things happened..

1st-cant help my frens them login
the system broke d..like usually..everytime add drop will happen the same things..lame uum system,,thought if everyone can success done it den can hv a sleep..but...uum never improve!!

2nd-walk to cut my front hair,but full wif customers
i overnite at my aunt's house n thought of going the nearby salon to cut my front hair..but walk there d aso end up din cut..lolz..

3rd-wanna print assign but my dad's office pc din hv acrobat reader
hoho..i ad vy rushing on time to get bus..but the printer wan yeh wif me..really HOT n MAD~~..luckily simply install n tekan den finally can print out d..stupid kaf assignment..100 pages ah!!

4th-way off to shahab
by the time wanna left to shahab..my mum ask us go bac fetch her..den rushing lo..n i ad feel vomiting since morning..n really sanfu..nvm..thought of rest in car..but cant find my matric card..find here n there..asi din c..really dizzy..n i end up take HBR aircond aso hotcond bus bac..

5th-when came down from bus..........
dengdeng~i ad look very careful of the way..but duno y my leg suddenly turn no energy..and fell down ,,n i remember by the time i scold :SHIT"..n unable to get up as my ankle was sprained..the indian girls papah me to bustop n shu qian wif me by the time..she help me turn my leg awhile..den my rumate aso came..i put ice by my leg n stil pain..den felo n ra get me to pku as i scared wil b serious..huhu..really feels like oku..stil nd to climb 4 floors for n times..geng!!
the pku help me balut..but is jz smart team over there n i duno they knw anot de..but by the nites..starts to feel the pain..wanna walk go toilet is such a big challenge for me..n i msg my mum ask my dad morning bring me bac ..
n morning fell better d..n go bac clinic c dr..dont nd xray as jz bengkak abit..
den after dat go urut lo...finally feels better now...really @#%#%#$when hard to walk as i love to move so much!!

lesson for me...b extreme careful in everything+.+

dis is so called uum pku emergency room..

"The beauty of life does not depend on how happy you are, but on how happy others can be because of you"

GEORGE CARLIN (He recently died)



Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate..
A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness..

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind..

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

nice mail i would like to share out^^

woohoo..finally

im s0 happy for wat??haha..done my part of my assign...though i think i nd to edit it up...
spend few days for my audit n far3 assignments really kill me..sitin front of laptop frm morning till nite..wah..my back pain dao!!haha..its really ainteasy task for the 4th sem assign!!!. n i really feels sorry to my ib group mate,choon wang n kok thong..as my part for dat assign wrong..n nd to redo..luckily choon wang help me..really paiseh as i not really commit to that assignment=.=..
hmmm..i really hate assignment..kinda wasting time as nd to online ,search for so many website to get the info..n jz copy here copy there..n duno what i hv do...when i read the paragraphs..jz duno wat it talking..haiz..my problem??or everyone also will likedis??

hmmm..reflash back to these few days i spend wif frs 129 n frs 138..wowowowo..dunno i do de right anot>!suddenly appear available for sale investment..wat goodwill ..wat ]impairment..really duno wat lai de..right now jz waiting joe free n help me check my point n aso dat paragraph aso duno right anot
de...***worries***
n wanna relax awhile today..so jz edit few pics..hehe..

好听 - 许茹芸

love this song lyric n the rhythm vy much..nxtime sing k wanna sing it^^

好听 - 许茹芸

你说的话 我都相信
说得好听 说得甜蜜
你说的每一句 我都相信
为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽 让它继续
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把他当游戏
我却爱得太用力
你 说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽 让它继续
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
我却没那么聪明
你说的话总那么好听
你 爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静不去理
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然 后静静 静静
是再也不去理

financial report that cause me MAD

What r these???these the things dat really cause me mad for these weeks..
my project's financial report..these jobs suppose to b done by treasurer..but he is arent functional!!did all wrong things n end up i nd to do it myself...really aint east task to b done..haiz..wanna claim rm900 frm uum..really nd sacrifice...n its 2am again..i hv dont it finally
but still cant b printed up..n the margins r unadjusted...but i really cant continue it..hopefully this report wont b problems when submit to office..

cheers^^..n i promised,i wont b project director again!!!!

做不成男女朋友， 当个特别的朋友， 有什么不好呢

两个可能彼此相爱、喜欢的人，
但是，又不属于友情、爱情、亲情中的任何一种，
彼此不能成为男女朋友，只能做个特别的朋友……
也许是为了朋友之间的义气，不能归属。
也许是为了顾及家人的意见，不能归位。
也许是为了自己的前程，不能承诺。
也许是相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许是相遇太晚，彼此身边已经有了另一个人。
也许是回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线……
不过即使没在一起，
彼此仍能找到塌实的感觉，
仍然会保持不隶属任何一种感情的关系。
但是彼此心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
因为有了彼此，心里总是被幸福塞的满满的……
即使不能彼此名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
彼此有喜欢的人，口头上会说不吃醋，
心里却会觉得胃疼……
对方遇到困难时，
会尽全力伸出援助之手，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
对方生病了，
会缴尽脑汁找药方，
恨不得变成护士，陪伴在身旁……
每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友,
很矛盾的行为。
一开始可能不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。
宁愿这样关心对方的心情，
总好过彼此生活在一起受伤害……
做不成男女朋友，
当个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢
很多的感情，
都败在了现实的面前……
友情可以演变成为爱情，
爱情最终进化成为亲情，
彼此就将友情直接进步到亲情……
人生不过百年……
能牵手的时候，请别只是肩并肩，
能拥抱的时候，请别只是手牵手，
能在一起的时候，请别轻易分开，
能成为红颜知己，请别刻意离开!
珍惜彼此之间塌实的感觉

promise

i hope wat u promise me will never b break again..though i hate u..but i miss u more than anyone^^....nd ur support to overcome my current busy life..
its 3am n im stil doing my project financial report..n 8am hv kas class d...hope that i could survive in dis hectic life style

TNB Spring Wonder Nite

here again..to talk abt my project..to finalize it..muahaha..although d project report haven submit yet..hmmm..dat nite actually,i was jz sitting with the VIP n watch the flow whlie worrying any problems or mistakes mayb occur...n luckily no huge prob..n the mc r funny aswell..n the respond aso quite gud..there r audiences...n abt d project flow..i think i jz copy n paste the laporan kerja done by my secretary..but its in malay version..

10.0 LAPORAN PROJEK
Pada 23 Februari 2010, Selasa, sesi fotografi untuk model ‘fashion show’ seramai 14 orang telah dijalankan dahulu di sekitar Dewan Muadzam Shah (DMS). Sesi fotografi ini diadakan dari pukul tiga petang sehingga pukul tujuh petang. Tujuan fotografi ini diadakan adalah untuk saringan model. Sebanyak 50 peratus daripada sesi ini menyumbang kepada markah peserta dan kemudian 10 peratus lagi adalah berdasarkan undian dari mahasiswa/i DPP TNB. Selepas sesi fotografi ini dijalankan, poster peserta untuk setiap blok telah dihasilkan bagi sesi undian. Hanya beberapa orang ahli jawatankuasa (AJK) sahaja yang terlibat untuk menjayakan sesi ini.
Projek ini terus dilaksanakan pada 28 Februari 2010, Ahad di Astaka Dewan Penginapan Pelajar Tenaga Nasional Berhad (TNB). Pada pagi sebelum majlis berlangsung, Majlis Tertinggi (MT) dan juga biro aktiviti/promosi telah bertungkus-lumus untuk menyiapkan segala persiapan yang perlu iaitu menghias Astaka DPP TNB, manakala biro logistik pula mengatur segala peralatan termasuk PA sistem, ‘lighting’ dan juga LED night yang baru dapat dari pihak JPP. Seterusnya, pada pukul 3.00 petang, biro protokol, biro urusetia/ttk/cenderahati dan biro makanan pula tiba di Astaka bagi menjalankan tugas yang telah diaturkan. Sebelum itu, semua biro bekerjasama membawa dan menyusun kerusi mengikut lay-out yang telah disediakan. Pada pukul 4.00 petang pula, peserta untuk nyanyian dan ‘fashion show’ serta MC Majlis telah sampai bagi menjalankan sesi raptai. Raptai penuh dilakukan sebanyak dua kali bagi memastikan perjalanan majlis berjalan dengan lancar dan mengelakkan kesalahan semasa program dijalankan. Raptai tamat pada pukul 6.00 petang.
Pada jam 7.45 malam, semua AJK telah hadir dan mula menjalankan tugas masing-masing. Para pelajar mula hadir pada pukul 8.30 malam dan duduk di kerusi yang telah disediakan. Kemudiannya, VIP pula hadir pada pukul 8.45 malam. Majlis bermula tepat jam 9.00 malam dengan sambutan masuk tetamu terhormat, iaitu Pengetua Dewan Penginapan Pelajar Tenaga Nasional, Dr. Amlus bin Ibrahim bersama felo yang hadir iaitu En. Nik Mohd Baidzani Haddad Ibrahim dan Cik Mazyana Hashim sebagai juri jemputan serta Saudari Noor Faezah Basary, Mahasiswa/i Perwakilan Pelajar (MPP) juga sebagai juri jemputan diiringi oleh Pengarah Projek, Shereen Lee Chia Earn serta beberapa orang biro protokol. Majlis bermula dengan nyanyian lagu’Negaraku’ dan ‘Biru Warna’. Majlis kemudian diteruskan dengan ucapan alu-aluan oleh pengarah projek, kemudian disusuli dengan ucapan Presiden DPP TNB dan ucapan Pengetua DPP TNB, sekaligus merasmikan majlis ini. Upacara memotong riben dilaksanakan sebagai simbol perasmian majlis ini. Seterusnya, majlis diraikan dengan persembahan jemputan yang bertemakan ‘moden dance’. Kertas undian untuk peserta ‘fashion show’ juga mula diedarkan pada masa ini.
Majlis diteruskan dengan pertandingan ‘fashion show’ inter blok iaitu peserta memperagakan pakaian masing-masing dengan gaya tersendiri kepada semua penonton yang hadir. Selepas itu, pertandingan diteruskan dengan nyanyian pelajar inter blok seramai enam orang sementara kertas undian mula dikutip semula untuk proses pengiraan markah peserta ‘fashion show’. Kemudian, seramai lima orang peserta finalis akhir ‘fashion show’ diumumkan dan setiap peserta dikehendaki menjawab soalan berlainan yang dikemukakan oleh pengerusi majlis dan juri jemputan memberi komen masing-masing kepada peserta secara keseluruhan. Majlis bertambah meriah apabila ‘games time’ bermula iaitu penonton secara sukarela bertanding makan limau dalam masa yang telah ditetapkan. Majlis diteruskan lagi dengan penyampaian hadiah kepada peserta yang memenangi ’games time’, nyanyian dan ’fashion show’ serta cenderamata kepada VIP yang hadir. Majlis ditamatkan oleh pengerusi majlis dengan ucapan terima kasih kepada semua para hadirin yang sudi datang.
Selepas majlis berakhir, kesemua AJK bersama-sama mengemas semula Astaka DPP TNB dan bergambar untuk dijadikan kenangan.

hehe...understand it??although i think dat i din really try my best for dis project,for example the way of save cost,,actually we can jz do it better..by getting more things..n i try to simplelised the event...however..reflash bac,actually we can do it much more BIG...hmmm..but anyway,.i wont handle any project again..jz keep dis as me memories..some photos to share

i n0t really miss u

I not really miss u,

Jz dat when I woke up in the morning,I’ll c did my inbox contain msg from u

I not really miss u,

Jz dat by around 11am, I’ll keep on notice my phone to c isit u send any msg to me..

(Although lastime I’ll get it more earlier in the morning)

I not really miss u,

Jz dat when week days,I cant get ur msg,I’ll wonder wat r u doing now..online?wif ur gf?or hang out wif ur housemates?

I not really miss u,

Jz dat when I on fb or msn ,I’ll scroll down n search r u online now??if u r on n din nudge me,I’ll jz b unhappy..dats the reason I delete ur contact in msn so dat I wont notice abt ur status..but I still keep my eye on fb..stupid me

I not really miss u,

Jz dat I really wanna view ur profile n photos in fb like lastime I always do when I online..but now im afraid on seeing ur pics wif ur gf or her comment in ur page..dis will spoil my mood

I not really miss u,

Jz dat my inbox is full of ur msg..n I always searching for msg dat I willing to delete..as I wanna keep all ur words in my phone if can,as im trying to delete it frm my mind..

I not really miss u,

Ja dat when im alone studying,sometime I’ll jz flash bac how good we r bfore u went Australia..the morning u wake me up n the nite we sleep after say goodnite n muacks..now dis all wont happen anymore..

I not really miss u,

Jz dat when u din reply me..i will ki siao..n no mood do my things ..n when u find me bac..i’ll blame u..but after awhile..my mood will turn good again..n u gonna ask me..isit I b normal bac d^.<

I not really miss u,

Jz dat after I always scold u or beh song u..i’ll start afraid,will u 1 day din care of me anymore as my attitude so bad??

I not really miss u,

Ja dat I always miss the time we talk together through digi..though I always bullied by u..but I still feels sweet n lucky as I hv u dis fren

I not really miss u,

Jz dat although I busy wif my studies,I still wanna texting wif u..as I scared if I din appreciate dis chance..duno when will it come again..

I not really miss u,

Jz dat when im talking wif other,I jz hope hey could jz b like u..can let me talk until duno wat means of tired

I not really miss u,

Jz dat when im alone,I always think of wat u r doing wif ur gf??how lucky she is..n tears will b on my eyes

I not really miss u,

Jz dat I really sad n mad when u away without telling me n din reply my msg..jz like wat happen right now..n my eyes r really wet

I not really miss u,

Jz dat the key chain u gav me in valentine,though its not a valentine gift,but I jz keep it n appreciate it so much..

I not really miss u,

Jz dat when I hear songs n notice abt d lyrics dat well describe my feeling now,I jz wanna copy it in my fb status,so dat u can c it..although I think its not functional

I not really miss u,

Jz dat,I really miss the day14/2/1010..where I can c u again n hear u blablabla..

I not really miss u,

Jz dat I really wanna hear ur voice n c u..n I duno when will dis occur again

I not really miss u,

Jz dat im trying to accept others,but my heart jz stil stay on d old steps

I not really miss u,

Jz dat I really miss u all the time..knowing dat we r impossible frm the beginning..n all the wrong steps..end me up cant forget the past…n remain stupid when mad wif ppls’ bf..

Hopefully the day of I not really miss u will arrive soon=.=..but right now I wanna c u~

Hmmm..mayb is a fate dat ugly girl wont get true love n cares

thursday ♥ h0me swe3t h0me ♥

yeah..finally im out from jungle after a stressful week wif assignments,project's budget report ,tutorials,studies,as well as my midterm results...these things all drive me to a crazy n tension world..
hmmm..im kinda sad..the final exam is jz around the corner..but..there r so many papers dat i not even understood 1 topic..pages of books..im afraid dat i couldnt manage to finish it..+.+
n somemore..by yesterday i got my ib result..as expected..i scored vy bad..i think dis is the lowest mark i ever score in my life..jz score 54 /100..lowest among my fren..how sad im..sigh...mayb i hv no fate on objective questions,n i aso hv to blame myself..din study properly...so must take it as a lesson....
i really fear of cant do well in my final..hopefully i can concentrate n dont dream while study..grab every minutes to study..b like my roomate...work hard n take everything serious...these r wat i nd to bear in my mind..

n today i came bac to home n thought wanna focus on my assign n quiz..n i online again..
i duno once i online chat wif him,i sure will always bother abt him..n get mad if he away without telling me...why m i such a noob..care abt dis as dis all is none of my business..he wana go where is what he likes..y i must so care???i really hate myself when always care abt what he act..how can i get away frm such stupid act???pls giv me a way out frm him....really stupid me!!

9th of mac

wow...really damn busy recently..settle dis den 1 more is queing..n by now...lots of academic stuffs waiting for us...hmmm..every nite sleep at 3am..really feels like wanna faint d..i wonder y my speed so slow compare to others rite now..isit i dream too much??cannot d..must rush up from now..if not..final will die very cham
n we all in the same opinion..time really flies like rocket..feels like yesterday jz start the 4th sem, but will facce final exam soon..
n right now..lots of subjects i also havent study yet..even duno wat is it abt..howw????i really fear dat my pointer drop again...huhu..shereen lee..must hv determination spirit n believe on urself...

haha..tmr hv to submit my laporan kerja..but till now the budget part haven done yet...my bendahari..sigh~~.hope i can settle it..if not the $ cant claim...den will b vy cham...
arghhhhhhhhhhhh really many many things incomplete..jz can say AZA to myself!!

i jz miss him although he belongs to another girl

we arent couple..but we are vy closed fren bfore..
now he belongs to another..dis is a fact..but i jz duno how to stop it..
lastime i tot dat i can forget abt him if i keep myself busy..dats y i join project..but..its not really functional..
i still miss him..
i'll keep angry n no mood when he dincare of me..
i really hate him when his eye no me..but wats wrong wif me to b mad on ppl's bf..hmmm..
bfore cny..we seldomly contact wif each other d..
but how come in d valentine's day ,we went out together..n truely..i enjoy the time being with you..as i knw its jz a short happiness..hmmm..but i sincerely wanna thx for the nite..
n the nxt day..we stil hv contact via sms..nice..n continuous for few days..i really appreciate it..n thinking of ways to really appreciate the moment as i really fear it will flies in a wink of an eye...
n as i expected,after sum time..really gone!!!the word "wei" really made me feel angry..seem like no respect!!hmmm..
i knw i shouldnt mad at u..but i jz cant control..sorry..