i still fail these

i try not to think of u,but i still fail it
i try not to send so many msgs to u when u not reply,but i still fail of it
i try not to scold u,but i still fail of it
i try not to get emo cuz of u,but i still fail of it
i try not to always check on my hp cuz of ur msg,but i still fail of it
i try not to reply u,but i still fail of it
i try not to cry cuz of u,but i still fail of it
i try not to miss u,but i still fail of it
i try not to think negative,but i still fail of it
i try not to awaken by midnight bfore ur gd night msg, but still fail of it
i know i try hard to avoid these all,but i still fail of it
but i promise u,i will try to made it pass=)