i n0t really miss u

I not really miss u,

Jz dat when I woke up in the morning,I’ll c did my inbox contain msg from u

I not really miss u,

Jz dat by around 11am, I’ll keep on notice my phone to c isit u send any msg to me..

(Although lastime I’ll get it more earlier in the morning)

I not really miss u,

Jz dat when week days,I cant get ur msg,I’ll wonder wat r u doing now..online?wif ur gf?or hang out wif ur housemates?

I not really miss u,

Jz dat when I on fb or msn ,I’ll scroll down n search r u online now??if u r on n din nudge me,I’ll jz b unhappy..dats the reason I delete ur contact in msn so dat I wont notice abt ur status..but I still keep my eye on fb..stupid me

I not really miss u,

Jz dat I really wanna view ur profile n photos in fb like lastime I always do when I online..but now im afraid on seeing ur pics wif ur gf or her comment in ur page..dis will spoil my mood

I not really miss u,

Jz dat my inbox is full of ur msg..n I always searching for msg dat I willing to delete..as I wanna keep all ur words in my phone if can,as im trying to delete it frm my mind..

I not really miss u,

Ja dat when im alone studying,sometime I’ll jz flash bac how good we r bfore u went Australia..the morning u wake me up n the nite we sleep after say goodnite n muacks..now dis all wont happen anymore..

I not really miss u,

Jz dat when u din reply me..i will ki siao..n no mood do my things ..n when u find me bac..i’ll blame u..but after awhile..my mood will turn good again..n u gonna ask me..isit I b normal bac d^.<

I not really miss u,

Jz dat after I always scold u or beh song u..i’ll start afraid,will u 1 day din care of me anymore as my attitude so bad??

I not really miss u,

Ja dat I always miss the time we talk together through digi..though I always bullied by u..but I still feels sweet n lucky as I hv u dis fren

I not really miss u,

Jz dat although I busy wif my studies,I still wanna texting wif u..as I scared if I din appreciate dis chance..duno when will it come again..

I not really miss u,

Jz dat when im talking wif other,I jz hope hey could jz b like u..can let me talk until duno wat means of tired

I not really miss u,

Jz dat when im alone,I always think of wat u r doing wif ur gf??how lucky she is..n tears will b on my eyes

I not really miss u,

Jz dat I really sad n mad when u away without telling me n din reply my msg..jz like wat happen right now..n my eyes r really wet

I not really miss u,

Jz dat the key chain u gav me in valentine,though its not a valentine gift,but I jz keep it n appreciate it so much..

I not really miss u,

Jz dat when I hear songs n notice abt d lyrics dat well describe my feeling now,I jz wanna copy it in my fb status,so dat u can c it..although I think its not functional

I not really miss u,

Jz dat,I really miss the day14/2/1010..where I can c u again n hear u blablabla..

I not really miss u,

Jz dat I really wanna hear ur voice n c u..n I duno when will dis occur again

I not really miss u,

Jz dat im trying to accept others,but my heart jz stil stay on d old steps

I not really miss u,

Jz dat I really miss u all the time..knowing dat we r impossible frm the beginning..n all the wrong steps..end me up cant forget the past…n remain stupid when mad wif ppls’ bf..

Hopefully the day of I not really miss u will arrive soon=.=..but right now I wanna c u~

Hmmm..mayb is a fate dat ugly girl wont get true love n cares