wanna fight for graduate wif 1st class

result of my 4th sem in uum has out finally...
before it was released..i heard jackson said got 3 dats dat arent sure..13,14,or 15..
but actually i din hv any feeling towards the day///mayb should b said as..ad fear til duno how to face it..so better dun think abt it..
dis time exam i knw wat i m doing actualy..
an emo sem...i think sumone should knw wat happened ba..
wanna concentrate study aso hard...sumore..din finish study den go exam d...
den those mcq,jz circle wat i think i like,...haha
really din study seriously...n din really care..
so i jz said..if got 3.0 i aso gladful d...but if blow 3.0,i duno how to face it d...

n by the day,,i thought it suppose to b out by 3pm...n when i start working by 31pm,my heart start to beat..
duno how to face it when i will c it by 10pm..
n around 3.15,soo han send me a msg,asking me check my result d..
n i reply..result out d??...den he said not yet...
ahaha..den u should knw..uum playing fool again lo

n when i wanna out for diner,i notice jackson msg-->sad(watever he get aso sad de la)
n soo han said its out d..oh no...

den i called jackson...n we bla bla bla..he ask me enjoy my working hours 1st..go bac only c it...haha..
den i call lisa..she said hers..n said many above 3..
i jz couldnt imagine wats my score wil b...

n by the nite..i at my aunt house n i checked..
so nervous u knw..i dun want let them c..my cousin kacau me..den i asked him left me alone in rum...
den when i saw it,i scream..haha
it has increased..n i got back my dean list..dats all in my mind..
i din care abt others how well...dun wan compare n jealous anymore..
just compare wif myself n fight for my self...
as they said..we must learn to appreciate..so i post out at my fb..

知足，感恩

really thankful that i can get wat i want..though its not high..but happy^^....
n after i bac to house only c my grades..n u knw wat i get A..Audit 2...the paper dat i most scared i scored it!!but i think nd to giv big thankful to mr atef..though he jz hv short classes everytime..
dis time the worst is B+..luckily..though got 4 B+..

n when night talking to my fren,he said..i can aim to score graduate wif 1st class..yea yea..
i aso think so..but really nd effortd...gud luck to me...

n to my frens dat improve,congratz...
n those who drop...we add oil together again nxt sem k..haha
cheers